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There are many events taking place that go unnoticed by me until pointed out specifically, which leave me constantly questioning what it means to be part of a friendship, if anything. To have someone or a group of people take you under their wing and love you no matter who or what you are without discrimination. The definition of friendship, at times, differs greatly from the circumstances therein, a chaotic world of snide, backstabbing and constant betrayal. Yet in this remains the ability to hide it all, cover it with a single word which contradicts everything that goes on, to bitch about a person behind their back as though they were shit on your shoes then turn around and call them a friend. I am not holding myself above anyone else, I have taken part in many "bitching sessions" even if I was only listening but I realize the destructive qualities they can have. A friendship is something to be treasured and hiding problems or exclusive conversations can only serve to ruin relationships with the people around you.

This was kind of deep for a first entry but it was on my mind and I needed to get it out.

Zy