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so, I got my Kelly Clarkson dvd! which is awesome. it isn't that great of a dvd but I know alot of things about her that I didn't before watching it. it is kinda like a biography masked by a behind-the-scene footage type of environment. it's still pretty cool though. I have to pay my uncle back at the end of the month for it.
I got to talk with Jessica yesterday, not that any of you know her, but that was pretty cool for me because I thought she completely hated me. ha, the one person who could say 'I hate you' and actually hurt me. we talked for like 2 and a 1/2 hours, like we never had any fights at all. it was pretty cool. ofcourse that was the only good thing about yesterday.
I still didn't get my stuff back from Ashton, that isn't going to be until tomorrow. I know I'm the one who broke it off... but god that is going to hurt when she is completely out of my life. I know I said I didn't care, she cheated on me, etc, etc, but it always hurts when people leave your life. right now she is still a part of it in a way because she is yet to give me my stuff back, but after that... that is it. I get it all back tomorrow and I think that's when it will finally sink in that I'm alone. so I am definitely not looking forward to that but really looking forward to school starting up again. atleast that will fill up 5 1/2 hours(or so) of my day.
I HAVE to get myself a notebook(like a laptop) for school so I don't have to write, I can just type. I hate writing... but I have no money. B-B-B-BROKE! Anyways, I don't want to bore all of you with my boring life so...
For those too lazy to read the above:
- Got Kelly Clarkson DVD, it's pretty cool.
- Talked to Jess yesterday which was awesome.
- Getting stuff back from Ashton tomorrow, finally going to sink in that I'm alone I think.
- Can't wait for school.
- I want a notebook(like a laptop) for school so I don't have to write but I'm broke.
I got to talk with Jessica yesterday, not that any of you know her, but that was pretty cool for me because I thought she completely hated me. ha, the one person who could say 'I hate you' and actually hurt me. we talked for like 2 and a 1/2 hours, like we never had any fights at all. it was pretty cool. ofcourse that was the only good thing about yesterday.
I still didn't get my stuff back from Ashton, that isn't going to be until tomorrow. I know I'm the one who broke it off... but god that is going to hurt when she is completely out of my life. I know I said I didn't care, she cheated on me, etc, etc, but it always hurts when people leave your life. right now she is still a part of it in a way because she is yet to give me my stuff back, but after that... that is it. I get it all back tomorrow and I think that's when it will finally sink in that I'm alone. so I am definitely not looking forward to that but really looking forward to school starting up again. atleast that will fill up 5 1/2 hours(or so) of my day.
I HAVE to get myself a notebook(like a laptop) for school so I don't have to write, I can just type. I hate writing... but I have no money. B-B-B-BROKE! Anyways, I don't want to bore all of you with my boring life so...
For those too lazy to read the above:
- Got Kelly Clarkson DVD, it's pretty cool.
- Talked to Jess yesterday which was awesome.
- Getting stuff back from Ashton tomorrow, finally going to sink in that I'm alone I think.
- Can't wait for school.
- I want a notebook(like a laptop) for school so I don't have to write but I'm broke.