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Haven't been here in a while.
Today totally twisted from emotional breakdown to happiness. I've been up since five thirty this morning. I had work at six until noon. Then I found out that one of my best friends had a seizure because she is epilectic, and whenever that happens even though she is okay it just really upsets me. I tried to take a nap at her house and then later on once I got home but then another one of my best friend's called me and told me she got into a car accident. So I started crying about a lot of things. Eventually I met up with her and she's okay too and then my night started to gradually get better knowing that my friends are okay. We worked on some grapic design stuff and my third best friend came and met up with us. The three of us smoked, which I don't really do that much any more because my boyfriend works for the government (seriously). Speaking of which I do have a boyfriend and he's one of the best things that has happened to me in quite some time. He's always making me happy even if he's not around, and I'm content with how everything is going between the two of us. I really care for him, and that makes me happy knowing that I feel this strongly about him-- I haven't loved someone like this in a long while, and I haven't felt truly appriciated or loved like this, and before him I forgot what that was like.
I just re-read all of that and realized I can't really think collectively at the moment. Reefer got me retarded. This week is going to be very busy, and I suppose my life has been extremely busy which is why I really don't write about anything anymore. Everything is so complex right now but I'm feelin good. I love my family and friends. I love my boyfriend. I have come to value my closest friends, Warren, Erin, Sarah, Meg, and Nelson. They're the kind of friends you wouldn't be able to survive without. In general all the friends that I have around I apprieciate having in my life. I guess I'm just taking each day as it comes, espcially since I've had a lot of up's and down's over the past few weeks. Mmm, one other thing I might mention is that I fell down a flight of stairs at Erin's house about three weeks ago. It didn't help me catch up with my art work in the least bit, and made me miss a day of work and then the following day at school since I was throwing up from the pain.
The bruise if finally starting to go away. And I would also like to note that I think I have more of Warren's clothes than he does, and I live with them and wear them constantley considering in that picture of my ass each piece of clothing is his. Also, a bit random, but I am really obsessed with Pink Floyd, it's almost frightening in a way, but I fucking love them--(they're) brilliant!
All that you touch. All that you see.
All that you taste. All you feel.
All that you love. All that you hate.
All you distrust. All you save.
All that you give. All that you deal.
All that you buy, beg, borrow or steal.
All you create. All you destroy.
All that you do. All that you say.
All that you eat, and everyone you meet.
All that you slight, and everyone you fight.
All that is now. All that is gone.
All that's to come and everything under the sun
is in tune but the sun is eclipsed by the moon.
♥
Today totally twisted from emotional breakdown to happiness. I've been up since five thirty this morning. I had work at six until noon. Then I found out that one of my best friends had a seizure because she is epilectic, and whenever that happens even though she is okay it just really upsets me. I tried to take a nap at her house and then later on once I got home but then another one of my best friend's called me and told me she got into a car accident. So I started crying about a lot of things. Eventually I met up with her and she's okay too and then my night started to gradually get better knowing that my friends are okay. We worked on some grapic design stuff and my third best friend came and met up with us. The three of us smoked, which I don't really do that much any more because my boyfriend works for the government (seriously). Speaking of which I do have a boyfriend and he's one of the best things that has happened to me in quite some time. He's always making me happy even if he's not around, and I'm content with how everything is going between the two of us. I really care for him, and that makes me happy knowing that I feel this strongly about him-- I haven't loved someone like this in a long while, and I haven't felt truly appriciated or loved like this, and before him I forgot what that was like.
I just re-read all of that and realized I can't really think collectively at the moment. Reefer got me retarded. This week is going to be very busy, and I suppose my life has been extremely busy which is why I really don't write about anything anymore. Everything is so complex right now but I'm feelin good. I love my family and friends. I love my boyfriend. I have come to value my closest friends, Warren, Erin, Sarah, Meg, and Nelson. They're the kind of friends you wouldn't be able to survive without. In general all the friends that I have around I apprieciate having in my life. I guess I'm just taking each day as it comes, espcially since I've had a lot of up's and down's over the past few weeks. Mmm, one other thing I might mention is that I fell down a flight of stairs at Erin's house about three weeks ago. It didn't help me catch up with my art work in the least bit, and made me miss a day of work and then the following day at school since I was throwing up from the pain.
The bruise if finally starting to go away. And I would also like to note that I think I have more of Warren's clothes than he does, and I live with them and wear them constantley considering in that picture of my ass each piece of clothing is his. Also, a bit random, but I am really obsessed with Pink Floyd, it's almost frightening in a way, but I fucking love them--(they're) brilliant!
All that you touch. All that you see.
All that you taste. All you feel.
All that you love. All that you hate.
All you distrust. All you save.
All that you give. All that you deal.
All that you buy, beg, borrow or steal.
All you create. All you destroy.
All that you do. All that you say.
All that you eat, and everyone you meet.
All that you slight, and everyone you fight.
All that is now. All that is gone.
All that's to come and everything under the sun
is in tune but the sun is eclipsed by the moon.
♥