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hey.. its sunday. god do i hate sundays.. i did like nothing today... ahha shows what happens when soccers cancelled! but it was okay because me and eileen have a fun filled weekendd... friday, i came home at 10.. fucking FREEZING walking hope becuase my bus driver was a peice of shit! blllah so i came home and at 2, picked tan up and we got our hair done.. its so short :( i hate it. oh well.. haha no one to impress.. then after, i dropped tan off and eileen was at my house :D YYAAYYY i was so happy to see her and her grandparents sitting in my drivway ahh :). so.. i ran inside packed my bags and left to go to eileens house in NY. we just hung out the whole night.. noticed we didnt have to do anything to have fun.. like we didnt have to go somewhere with lotta people or do something, we could just chill home and have a blast haha. like old times.. we did. nothings changed.. its like she never even left when we were with her grandparents. we had cake and good dinner and everything. and stayed up til like 3 AM listening to my Ipod ahhaha and talking about a lotta stuff.. and about last year.. and about our lives now. yeah.. we finally went to sleep because we knew we had to wake up at 7 to go to PA ahhhh! ahhaha so we woke up at like 7 30. ya know us. haha got ready.. and was on our way to PA for her basketball game- shes the manager. it was good fun. we watched, they lost.. but its okk haha.. we went to Mcdonalds then came back to NY hahah.. mannn it was quite a road trip :) thennnn i got my mom to pick us up and bring us to my house at like 2ish.. we went, and stopped at homedepot, and we picked out our future home. and stuff it was fun :) then came home.. ran to erics house like always. and hung out with him for a bit, left at like 4 because doug was supposed to be comming over.. so then he came, and we just kinda hung around, watched grind. it was weird watching it without taft, larry, wyatt, greg, paul, justin, case, chris.. everyone, the old crew.. i really miss it, i dont even talk to half them anymore.. its weird how everything can change in the matter of a month. anyway. we ate.. me and eileen went kinda crazy with our eating manners haha and doug just kinda looked at us like wtf. its all good. haha 'NO ONE TO IMPRESS!' haha. that was a pretty famous line throughout the weekend. then doug left.. and me and eileen got ready for bed cuz we were so tired!! once again we talked.. and everything.. watched mean girls and went to sleep :). I FOUND IT ERICA! OMG AHH I FORGOT TO TELL YOU!!! hahahahha i started SCREAMING when i saw it in my little basket... omg i was about to cry hahahahha it was awesome. anyway hahahhaha. so we watched that. went to sleep. woke up at like 11.. cuz my brother was playing guitar.. so yea. eileens papa cameee.. and so that was the end of our weekennndd.. then i lsot my phone. shiiit.. haha

sooner or later it's over
I just dont want to miss you and me
And i dont want the world to see me
cause i dont think that theyd understand
when everyhtings made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am

And you cant fight the tears that aint commin'
all the moments of truth in your life
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know your alive