well shit
I may very well not be coming back to WU next semester. I've got one F for sure and almost assuredly and another. I have to have at least a 2.0 to stay, and the only way that happens is if I somehow manage to pull a B out of German and thats not gonna happen. Fuck, there's a lot about this that sucks, I just made a bunch of brand-new friends up here and my parents are gonna be so disappointed in me, and they're not gonna hesitate to tell me either. There won't be any "you did your best, how can we help you to get back on track and back to Willamette?" It'll be "How could you let it come to this? How is this going to affect your career from now on, ect." I can't wait, who knows they might even ground me...I'm 20...grounding me isn't going to make me do any better last semester. But they're not really gonna get that.
fuck this sucks sooo much. And the fact that there's this little itty bitty spot of 'maybe' is going to make my failure all that much worse.
fuck this sucks sooo much. And the fact that there's this little itty bitty spot of 'maybe' is going to make my failure all that much worse.