Sep 23, 2005 05:23
it's raining right now. it's such a beautiful and calming sound. i really wish i could enjoy it; fall asleep to it. unfortunately i'm supposed to be studying for a psych test.
i'm flying to bowdoin tomorrow to spend the weekend with stew.
the blossoms on the orchid he sent me are starting to shrivel and fall, and i'm not happy about it at all. firstly, i hate stuff like that because i always end up hoping it's not symbolic. secondly, the flower makes my corner of the room look so much more alive.
i love my snake, digory, but i think i have to let him go. i don't give him the attention he deserves, so he just ends up sitting around. that kinda sucks for both of us.
i wish i was still in west virginia.
i don't think i appreciated the in-limbo-ness of my whole situation then.
too bad.