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Yesterday and today there's been a snowstorm here, and we've had more snow this winter than I've ever seen in Lübeck (apparently the biggest amount of snow for about 20 years).
It's really pretty but also a little annoying if you want to go places.
Today I went for brunch with Jannis and his girlfriend, I met her for the first time and she seems to be a bright and genuinely nice person. I'm happy for Jannis that he has found her, and there was no awkward moment or any kind of uncomfortable feeling between us, which was very nice. We sat, talked, and ate for about three hours and I really enjoyed it.
I've been avoiding my diploma work during the holidays, and I feel horrible about it, but I just cannot get into the state of creating anything for it.
I've been knitting, drawing, and packing/sorting instead, and dealing with emotional issues.
Next week I will have to somehow acquire a couple of big carton boxes for my stuff, and then I will also pack one or more boxes with things I want to give away, and a box with things I want to keep but not take with me right away.
There is a lot of sorting to be done still, and I need a lot of concentration for it, because I have to make a clear decision for every tiny little item I own, which is really tedious work.
Tomorrow school starts again, and I am dreading it, I don't have any motivation for it at the moment. I'll just have to close my eyes and pull through, and just get shit done without necessarily putting my heart and soul into it. It will not be something I'll be proud of, but that will have to do. Just as long as I get to finish school somehow.
EDIT: Finally a new cycle after the last one lasted for 52 (!!!) days. I am relieved.
It's really pretty but also a little annoying if you want to go places.
Today I went for brunch with Jannis and his girlfriend, I met her for the first time and she seems to be a bright and genuinely nice person. I'm happy for Jannis that he has found her, and there was no awkward moment or any kind of uncomfortable feeling between us, which was very nice. We sat, talked, and ate for about three hours and I really enjoyed it.
I've been avoiding my diploma work during the holidays, and I feel horrible about it, but I just cannot get into the state of creating anything for it.
I've been knitting, drawing, and packing/sorting instead, and dealing with emotional issues.
Next week I will have to somehow acquire a couple of big carton boxes for my stuff, and then I will also pack one or more boxes with things I want to give away, and a box with things I want to keep but not take with me right away.
There is a lot of sorting to be done still, and I need a lot of concentration for it, because I have to make a clear decision for every tiny little item I own, which is really tedious work.
Tomorrow school starts again, and I am dreading it, I don't have any motivation for it at the moment. I'll just have to close my eyes and pull through, and just get shit done without necessarily putting my heart and soul into it. It will not be something I'll be proud of, but that will have to do. Just as long as I get to finish school somehow.
EDIT: Finally a new cycle after the last one lasted for 52 (!!!) days. I am relieved.