Not much better since last post
Guh. I'm still depressed as hell. Well, more angsty than depressed I suppose. I was trying to get out today with mom and just sit and talk. (I asked if we could go out and have tea this afternoon) but she's broke and said no since there's no money till Friday. Stupid money at the first of the month. I just really need to talk and get stuff out of my brain, but I don't feel like talking on this thing about such personal things that are plauging me at the moment. I'm just in a Green Day type of mood. Well, at least it's not General's Daughter mood. I'm just feeling really lonely and lost at the moment. And talking on the phone is not as nice as in person. There are so many things up in the air at the moment, it's stressing me out. I have things I could do, and I can't find any energy to do them. At least my brother and sis-in-law are coming this weekend. Maybe that will cheer me up a little. I hope so. Maybe I'll get a bit of writing done while I'm at it. I'm also feeling a bit sick. I've been coughing all day today. *whine whine whine* I hate having such whiney journal entries, but oh well. I can't think of much else to say, so yeah.
~Zu
~Zu