MROW
This is some of my REALLY old poetry...I wrote it all like in 6th grade
I can't forget
The day mother attacked me
It happned so fast
It happned so quickly
She grabbed my hair
And spat in my face
She hit me and hit me
Screaming: "You don't belong in this place!
You deserve to be dead
I hate you you peice of shit!
I hope you sizzle and burn in hell
You deserve it!"
I shake and I tremble
I try not to cry
But the hurtful things you say
Brings tears to my eyes
When you hit me it hurts
But hitting me with words hurts more
I feel like saying, "Mommy how come you dont love me anymore?
Mommy, when was the last time
You told me you cared
Mommy, instead of feeling safe
I'm feeling real scared
Where did you go
Who are you now
You turned into daddy
And I don't know why or how
Mommy, Mommy your dead to me
Your dead to me
As dead as can be
I went out like a flame
I burnt till I was black
To bad for you
You can't have me back
You are the wind
That softly blew me out
I was so powerless
I couldnt even shout
And even in my heart
I knew all this was lame
All your love and all your affection
Was just a heartless game
I was your little toy
A puppet on all fours
You controlled me with the strings
You hung me on your door
And on that hook I hung
My wooden heart was broken
With all these lies and memories
Of love you've ever spoken
A tear of silky rain
Invisible to you
Went down my wooden cheek
And in the puddle of dew
I cant believe you now
You've found another toy
To you this must be bliss
To you this must be joy
But to me this is a story
Thats too sad to express
Because I was your toy
I was your best
You use to play with me
You use to kiss me too
Now you're kissing her
But I'm still loving you
Even though our love
Was never really real
You should still care
About the way I feel
It was all a lie
And you were too
You wanna know something...
WELL FUCK YOU!
It's painful for me
To watch you slowly
Disapear
As if someone
Was erasing you
But
There is nothing I could do
You have gotten very skinny
Since the last time I saw you
And are probably
Slowly
Being forgotten by
All the people who said they
Cared
And you are
Very lonley and sad
I know
How it feels
Good bye
Little girl
With the white hair
And the pale blue eyes
Good bye
Little girl
Who is slowly being
Erased
Good bye
Little girl
Who has been alone and forgotten for all these years
Good bye
Little girl
Who's almost gone
Good bye
Little girl in the mirror
There was once a fare lady named Belle
I bet she came all the way from hell
She was mean and violent too
The cities folk didnt know what to do
She was like a beast, really cruel
If you'd fall in love with her you were a fool
One day this little peice of art
Went out to break some poor mans heart
On her way she met a beast
And thought to herself "What a feast!"
And then she went and got a gun
So she could have some nasty fun
She loaded it and went to see
Her very soon feast to be
But the beast was ready for it
He did not want to be her meat
She came around with her spoon
and said "I'll be having dinner soon"
But the beast, he smiles at Belle
What his plan was you couldnt tell
He takes his gun and shoots one time
What he did was no crime
It's not against the crazy law
For a chicken to kill and outlaw!
Sleeping Ugly was an ugly dude
Who had a dangerous attitude
He was a wealthy little bloke
And to him everything was a joke
He always played pranks no matter what
Even when his father spanked his butt
He didnt care what people felt
Although he got beaten with a belt
He made little children cry and shout
He did all that without a doubt
Until one day a fairy came
And said to him "Your jokes are lame!
They make me mad, and ther're not funny
What you do wont make you money
Thats why I came to make you see
How big a pain in the ass you could be
On you I'll put a sleeping charm
And with it will be no alarm
A girl must kiss your ugly face
So you can come back and rule this place!"
And with that she gave her wand a flick
And the prince was sleeping in a tic
She put him in his royal bed
And accidently hit his head
He did not wake and gave a snore
Watching him sleep was an awful bore
So she left, with a big smile
And said "This kiss will take a while"
A thousand years went slowly by
And he was still asleep, he would not die
And he was put on a display
In a muesuem one sunny day
And children look and poke his face
And still he's in that rotten place
And no one will kiss him, not even you
Because his face looks like poo!
Dear Family,
I'm staring at the mirror
I know that I am fat
My mother and my sister
Don't believe that
I look at my pills
And try to sort this out
I want to scream
My soul wants to shout
I want to be noticed
I don't want more stares
I want to fit in
But nobody cares
If I would be gone
Nobody would care
Sometimes life
Just isnt fair
I wish I could be normal
I wish I could be thin
But it seems to me
This disorder is going to win
My tears are dripping down
And I really want to cry
The world to me is ending
Now I'm going to die
I'm ending this right now
This misery's so deep
Im standing on a mountain
The mountain's very steep
I might just fall in
And break free of my chains
Goodbye dear family,
My life is full of bane
I'm leaving you a letter
So you could read it and see
How hard this stinkin life
Has so far been for me
I'm sorry if I'm hurting you
But I really have no choice
I want to live a life
Where you could hear my voice
I always wanted to know
How it feels to die
So now I'm gonna find out
Mommy, please don't cry
By the time you read this
I'm gonna be long gone
Please understand,
Many things went wrong
I'm sprawled on the kitchen
Writing my last line
Goodbye dear mommy,
Everything is going to be fine...
Goodbye....Goodbye...Good...
My name is Harry
I'm a mans best friend
But one week ago
I almost met my end
I was sitting on the floor
Watching a talking box
When suddenly I saw
A deliciuos pair of socks
They were lying there alone
Left by my master
I started running toward them
Faster and faster
I finally got near
And smelled their tasty smell
I gobbled them up
And I heard my master yell
He was shouting at the box
He calls a TV
Persoanlly I hate it
It makes noises to loud for me
All it does is talk
And doesnt answer back
Yet my master yells at it
Whats the point of that?
I rolled over
And looked at my food
The stuff in my plate
Looked far from good
I was happy I ate these socks
They were really yummy
And I can already hear
The rumbling in my tummy
I went to the bedroom
Where a bed was waiting for me
I went to sleep
And suddenly had to pee
I woke up all wet
Realizing what I'd done
Now I've gone too far
With my little "fun"
I hopped of the bed
And went out the door
And as I did so
I secretly wet the floor
I guess these socks
Had taking their price
They were making me do things
That really were'nt nice
So I puked them out
And there they lay
These two dirty socks
That I ate that day
SHE USED TO HAVE AN IMAGINARY FRIEND
WHO SHE WOULD TALK TO
EVERYDAY
JUST A NORMAL PHASE OF GROWING UP
BUT SOON
THINGS WENT TO FAR
HE WAS STILL WITH HER
WHEN SHE WAS AN ADULT
HE STILL FOLLOWED HER
HE STILL TORTURED HER
HE STILL
WOULDN'T GO AWAY
SHE BELIEVED HE WAS REAL
SHE WOULD DO ANYTHING
FOR HIM
BUT HE WAS AN ILLUSION
A MERE REFLECTION
OF WHAT HER SOUL MOST
WANTED
SHE WAS SICK
SHE DIDNT WANT TO BELIVE
THAT HE WASNT REAL
SHE SAW HIM C L E A R
INFRONT OF HER EYES
SHE MADE HIM UP
BECAUSE HE WAS PERFECT IN EVERYWAY
BUT HER THOUGHTS
GREW REAL
THROUGH THE WAY SHE SAW HIM
HE BECAME MORE AND MORE REALISTIC
AND HE WOULD ASK HER
TO DO TERRIBLE THINGS
CRIMES
AND MURDERS
AND BECAUSE HE WAS HER EVERYTHING
SHE DID
SHE COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE
ALL THE
L
I
E
S
ALL THE
C
R
I
M
E
S
ALL THE THINGS HE MADE HER DO
A SIMPLE TRICK OF HER MIND
A SIMPLE
I
L
L
U
S
I
O
N
MADE HER
KILL HERSELF
AND ALONG WITH IT
SHE KILLED
H
I
M
I can't forget
The day mother attacked me
It happned so fast
It happned so quickly
She grabbed my hair
And spat in my face
She hit me and hit me
Screaming: "You don't belong in this place!
You deserve to be dead
I hate you you peice of shit!
I hope you sizzle and burn in hell
You deserve it!"
I shake and I tremble
I try not to cry
But the hurtful things you say
Brings tears to my eyes
When you hit me it hurts
But hitting me with words hurts more
I feel like saying, "Mommy how come you dont love me anymore?
Mommy, when was the last time
You told me you cared
Mommy, instead of feeling safe
I'm feeling real scared
Where did you go
Who are you now
You turned into daddy
And I don't know why or how
Mommy, Mommy your dead to me
Your dead to me
As dead as can be
I went out like a flame
I burnt till I was black
To bad for you
You can't have me back
You are the wind
That softly blew me out
I was so powerless
I couldnt even shout
And even in my heart
I knew all this was lame
All your love and all your affection
Was just a heartless game
I was your little toy
A puppet on all fours
You controlled me with the strings
You hung me on your door
And on that hook I hung
My wooden heart was broken
With all these lies and memories
Of love you've ever spoken
A tear of silky rain
Invisible to you
Went down my wooden cheek
And in the puddle of dew
I cant believe you now
You've found another toy
To you this must be bliss
To you this must be joy
But to me this is a story
Thats too sad to express
Because I was your toy
I was your best
You use to play with me
You use to kiss me too
Now you're kissing her
But I'm still loving you
Even though our love
Was never really real
You should still care
About the way I feel
It was all a lie
And you were too
You wanna know something...
WELL FUCK YOU!
It's painful for me
To watch you slowly
Disapear
As if someone
Was erasing you
But
There is nothing I could do
You have gotten very skinny
Since the last time I saw you
And are probably
Slowly
Being forgotten by
All the people who said they
Cared
And you are
Very lonley and sad
I know
How it feels
Good bye
Little girl
With the white hair
And the pale blue eyes
Good bye
Little girl
Who is slowly being
Erased
Good bye
Little girl
Who has been alone and forgotten for all these years
Good bye
Little girl
Who's almost gone
Good bye
Little girl in the mirror
There was once a fare lady named Belle
I bet she came all the way from hell
She was mean and violent too
The cities folk didnt know what to do
She was like a beast, really cruel
If you'd fall in love with her you were a fool
One day this little peice of art
Went out to break some poor mans heart
On her way she met a beast
And thought to herself "What a feast!"
And then she went and got a gun
So she could have some nasty fun
She loaded it and went to see
Her very soon feast to be
But the beast was ready for it
He did not want to be her meat
She came around with her spoon
and said "I'll be having dinner soon"
But the beast, he smiles at Belle
What his plan was you couldnt tell
He takes his gun and shoots one time
What he did was no crime
It's not against the crazy law
For a chicken to kill and outlaw!
Sleeping Ugly was an ugly dude
Who had a dangerous attitude
He was a wealthy little bloke
And to him everything was a joke
He always played pranks no matter what
Even when his father spanked his butt
He didnt care what people felt
Although he got beaten with a belt
He made little children cry and shout
He did all that without a doubt
Until one day a fairy came
And said to him "Your jokes are lame!
They make me mad, and ther're not funny
What you do wont make you money
Thats why I came to make you see
How big a pain in the ass you could be
On you I'll put a sleeping charm
And with it will be no alarm
A girl must kiss your ugly face
So you can come back and rule this place!"
And with that she gave her wand a flick
And the prince was sleeping in a tic
She put him in his royal bed
And accidently hit his head
He did not wake and gave a snore
Watching him sleep was an awful bore
So she left, with a big smile
And said "This kiss will take a while"
A thousand years went slowly by
And he was still asleep, he would not die
And he was put on a display
In a muesuem one sunny day
And children look and poke his face
And still he's in that rotten place
And no one will kiss him, not even you
Because his face looks like poo!
Dear Family,
I'm staring at the mirror
I know that I am fat
My mother and my sister
Don't believe that
I look at my pills
And try to sort this out
I want to scream
My soul wants to shout
I want to be noticed
I don't want more stares
I want to fit in
But nobody cares
If I would be gone
Nobody would care
Sometimes life
Just isnt fair
I wish I could be normal
I wish I could be thin
But it seems to me
This disorder is going to win
My tears are dripping down
And I really want to cry
The world to me is ending
Now I'm going to die
I'm ending this right now
This misery's so deep
Im standing on a mountain
The mountain's very steep
I might just fall in
And break free of my chains
Goodbye dear family,
My life is full of bane
I'm leaving you a letter
So you could read it and see
How hard this stinkin life
Has so far been for me
I'm sorry if I'm hurting you
But I really have no choice
I want to live a life
Where you could hear my voice
I always wanted to know
How it feels to die
So now I'm gonna find out
Mommy, please don't cry
By the time you read this
I'm gonna be long gone
Please understand,
Many things went wrong
I'm sprawled on the kitchen
Writing my last line
Goodbye dear mommy,
Everything is going to be fine...
Goodbye....Goodbye...Good...
My name is Harry
I'm a mans best friend
But one week ago
I almost met my end
I was sitting on the floor
Watching a talking box
When suddenly I saw
A deliciuos pair of socks
They were lying there alone
Left by my master
I started running toward them
Faster and faster
I finally got near
And smelled their tasty smell
I gobbled them up
And I heard my master yell
He was shouting at the box
He calls a TV
Persoanlly I hate it
It makes noises to loud for me
All it does is talk
And doesnt answer back
Yet my master yells at it
Whats the point of that?
I rolled over
And looked at my food
The stuff in my plate
Looked far from good
I was happy I ate these socks
They were really yummy
And I can already hear
The rumbling in my tummy
I went to the bedroom
Where a bed was waiting for me
I went to sleep
And suddenly had to pee
I woke up all wet
Realizing what I'd done
Now I've gone too far
With my little "fun"
I hopped of the bed
And went out the door
And as I did so
I secretly wet the floor
I guess these socks
Had taking their price
They were making me do things
That really were'nt nice
So I puked them out
And there they lay
These two dirty socks
That I ate that day
SHE USED TO HAVE AN IMAGINARY FRIEND
WHO SHE WOULD TALK TO
EVERYDAY
JUST A NORMAL PHASE OF GROWING UP
BUT SOON
THINGS WENT TO FAR
HE WAS STILL WITH HER
WHEN SHE WAS AN ADULT
HE STILL FOLLOWED HER
HE STILL TORTURED HER
HE STILL
WOULDN'T GO AWAY
SHE BELIEVED HE WAS REAL
SHE WOULD DO ANYTHING
FOR HIM
BUT HE WAS AN ILLUSION
A MERE REFLECTION
OF WHAT HER SOUL MOST
WANTED
SHE WAS SICK
SHE DIDNT WANT TO BELIVE
THAT HE WASNT REAL
SHE SAW HIM C L E A R
INFRONT OF HER EYES
SHE MADE HIM UP
BECAUSE HE WAS PERFECT IN EVERYWAY
BUT HER THOUGHTS
GREW REAL
THROUGH THE WAY SHE SAW HIM
HE BECAME MORE AND MORE REALISTIC
AND HE WOULD ASK HER
TO DO TERRIBLE THINGS
CRIMES
AND MURDERS
AND BECAUSE HE WAS HER EVERYTHING
SHE DID
SHE COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE
ALL THE
L
I
E
S
ALL THE
C
R
I
M
E
S
ALL THE THINGS HE MADE HER DO
A SIMPLE TRICK OF HER MIND
A SIMPLE
I
L
L
U
S
I
O
N
MADE HER
KILL HERSELF
AND ALONG WITH IT
SHE KILLED
H
I
M