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I just ate an entire box of macaroni & cheese (three servings) in the course of about 15 minutes. 380 calories x 3= 1,140. I really wanted to eat only half and put the rest in the 'fridge because I really enjoy cold mac & cheese. I didn't really realize I was getting full--I just kept eating and eating. That's really... not good.
My life is pathetic without David. Yesterday was horrible, today's going to be awful as well, and so will Sunday and Monday I'm sure. I am such a weak female/singular human being.
Friday: The previous night I fell asleep, but woke up at 1:30 AM just in time to talk to him a bit before he fell asleep, thankfully. It would have been difficult to wake him up if I would've called any later since he took an Ambien in order to sleep well on the bus ride to the port. When I woke up Friday morning, I tried calling him like I always do but, of course, I couldn't reach him. I forgot that I still had to take a shower not waking up until 6:10, so my mom was going to make me go without and force me to ride the bus instead of her taking me. I had to plead with her to let me shower because it was picture day for the school AND I had to get my headshot taken that afternoon, so she gave in. I was almost late (of COURSE) because, well, my mom's more late than I ever am usually.
I was really happy that I got a hold of David during lunch one last time. After every miserable class I got excited hoping that he'd be outside but, of course, he wasn't.
I got my new cell phone activated finally that day (my purse & cell phone were stolen a couple weeks ago), and David surprisingly tried to get a hold of me around about 4:10, BUT I DIDN'T HAVE MY PHONE WITH ME YET!! (sigh) At least I have two messages with his voice on them that I can play for the next two and a half days until he gets back from his cruise.
So it was a Friday night last night and I was at home sitting on the couch with my dad watching a movie, but fell I asleep half through... like I used to do.
In other news, I'm probably not going to be in drama next year. I feel so incredibly uncomfortable in that class. I'll still be in ITS, just not the class.
You can tell that I'm very upset and extremely bored because I actually updated for the first time in what? A year? Well, at least I didn't bitch about my lack of updates like I used to always do. Whatever--the internet sucks and it always makes me depressed when I get on. Usually, I just get online to check my grades, check my email inbox for comments from Urquhart's AP English Language discussion group, or do research. There's not much on here for me anymore. The funny thing is that my family got a new computer AND a high speed connection too. Heh, but I hardly use it.
I'm going back to sleep now. I've been on the computer since 5:30 this morning when I woke up.
My life is pathetic without David. Yesterday was horrible, today's going to be awful as well, and so will Sunday and Monday I'm sure. I am such a weak female/singular human being.
Friday: The previous night I fell asleep, but woke up at 1:30 AM just in time to talk to him a bit before he fell asleep, thankfully. It would have been difficult to wake him up if I would've called any later since he took an Ambien in order to sleep well on the bus ride to the port. When I woke up Friday morning, I tried calling him like I always do but, of course, I couldn't reach him. I forgot that I still had to take a shower not waking up until 6:10, so my mom was going to make me go without and force me to ride the bus instead of her taking me. I had to plead with her to let me shower because it was picture day for the school AND I had to get my headshot taken that afternoon, so she gave in. I was almost late (of COURSE) because, well, my mom's more late than I ever am usually.
I was really happy that I got a hold of David during lunch one last time. After every miserable class I got excited hoping that he'd be outside but, of course, he wasn't.
I got my new cell phone activated finally that day (my purse & cell phone were stolen a couple weeks ago), and David surprisingly tried to get a hold of me around about 4:10, BUT I DIDN'T HAVE MY PHONE WITH ME YET!! (sigh) At least I have two messages with his voice on them that I can play for the next two and a half days until he gets back from his cruise.
So it was a Friday night last night and I was at home sitting on the couch with my dad watching a movie, but fell I asleep half through... like I used to do.
In other news, I'm probably not going to be in drama next year. I feel so incredibly uncomfortable in that class. I'll still be in ITS, just not the class.
You can tell that I'm very upset and extremely bored because I actually updated for the first time in what? A year? Well, at least I didn't bitch about my lack of updates like I used to always do. Whatever--the internet sucks and it always makes me depressed when I get on. Usually, I just get online to check my grades, check my email inbox for comments from Urquhart's AP English Language discussion group, or do research. There's not much on here for me anymore. The funny thing is that my family got a new computer AND a high speed connection too. Heh, but I hardly use it.
I'm going back to sleep now. I've been on the computer since 5:30 this morning when I woke up.