No, I'm not...
Allright. So here's the thing. Ended up coming home from work EARLY today due to some..well..let's just say I don't think everything is all right in brainland. A lot of emotional and mental stress has been hitting me, and a whole truck load dumped on me this morning for some unknown reason. Ended up scheduling and appointment to go see a shrink April 4th. Also, I've been thinking a bit about it and well..I dunno..I might stop being a fur for a while. It's occured to me that most people dont' really know me for who I really am. Some people don't like to be around me because they don't think I have the mentality for some things or that other may be uncomfortable around me. Maybe this way they'll be forced to get to know me for who I am. The real me. I dunno though..everything is so confusing..I wanna cry but everytime I go to do so..I don't get any tears. Friend..foe..neutral entity..everything is starting to blend together and I'm having a hard time deciphering them all. I feel like I'm stuck in a dark room..one big..dark...room.