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Apr 07, 2005 02:59

I am still having emotions about David not calling me.  Tonight I feel angry at him.  Like he is hiding from me because he thinks I want him.  I didn't go to meet him so I could marry him.  I just wanted a friend.  And honestly, all I can think that would make him not want me is something physical.  He's a very nice looking man and he probably wants a beautiful woman, and i'm not.  So, if he can't be friends with someone because they aren't beautiful, then screw him!!
I'm sorry that you all have to keep hearing about this.  I started dating Danny when I was 16 and we got married when I was 20.  I divorced him when I was 44 and then I met Dan.  I married Dan when I was 46 and I'm 55 now and have only been on one other date besides David.  So, I'm not used to this.  I just didn't expect this.  I just wanted to be David's art buddy.  He obviously liked me or wouldn't have arranged to meet me.

Okay enough of that.....

I forgot to see Ray's mother today.  I felt so bad.  She called me about 6 wanting to know when Judy will be back.  I am going tomorrow no matter what!!

I have an appt with my old therapist on Friday.  Im so excited!!  I have some things I really need to work on and I know that she can help me.

We had a terrible hail storm yesterday.  Reportedly this morning by 9a.m. Progressive Ins. Co had 1500 claims on hail damage.

I have a new freebie at Groovy Graphics Place.  It's a three page booklet "Affirmations for Artists".  Anyone is welcome to go there and download it.  http://groovygraphicsplace.com.
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