who needs to prove something?
"Do you ever get the fear
that your perfect verse is just a lie
that you tell yourself to help you get by.."
Did u ever get the feeling that all the beauty thats left in the world is the beauty you create in your mind... that no one ever does anything postive just to do something postive... that everyone has something to fucking prove, and its always that they are better than you in some way or another, or that they have something they can hold over your head, or that you owe them something... fuck that, i have done countless acts of kindness just to make people around me happy because THAT makes me happy, i have nothing to prove, i am a piece of shit, i am corrupt, and i am only ever partially happy, and THATS usually when i do something nice... i just wanna be able to say something without someone making it their fucking job to tell me i am wrong, or taht they have something better, or there is some reason why it doesn't matter... FUCK THAT... and FUCK everyone who always has something to prove... especially the ones who ALWAYS do... sometimes i jsut want to break myself... mayeb thats why i want tattoos, and piercings... its a way to force an injury upon myself in a socially acceptable manner... i hate so much of teh way everything in the world works... not thru practice or belief, but because of fucking mental issues people have... they always have a reason for what they have done to everyone else, and it never adds up or makes sense to me... i just want to live in a world of love, surrounded by love, and feel loved, so that i can be happy... so that i can trust myself, and know that i am not just lying to feel better,and know that i am not setting myself up for a fall... G'nite, and Much Love, Shook
that your perfect verse is just a lie
that you tell yourself to help you get by.."
Did u ever get the feeling that all the beauty thats left in the world is the beauty you create in your mind... that no one ever does anything postive just to do something postive... that everyone has something to fucking prove, and its always that they are better than you in some way or another, or that they have something they can hold over your head, or that you owe them something... fuck that, i have done countless acts of kindness just to make people around me happy because THAT makes me happy, i have nothing to prove, i am a piece of shit, i am corrupt, and i am only ever partially happy, and THATS usually when i do something nice... i just wanna be able to say something without someone making it their fucking job to tell me i am wrong, or taht they have something better, or there is some reason why it doesn't matter... FUCK THAT... and FUCK everyone who always has something to prove... especially the ones who ALWAYS do... sometimes i jsut want to break myself... mayeb thats why i want tattoos, and piercings... its a way to force an injury upon myself in a socially acceptable manner... i hate so much of teh way everything in the world works... not thru practice or belief, but because of fucking mental issues people have... they always have a reason for what they have done to everyone else, and it never adds up or makes sense to me... i just want to live in a world of love, surrounded by love, and feel loved, so that i can be happy... so that i can trust myself, and know that i am not just lying to feel better,and know that i am not setting myself up for a fall... G'nite, and Much Love, Shook