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I don't know what to do anymore. I am trying so hard to be good at life, and everyday I just think I fall more behind. I know God is good, I know he has a plan. I never want to doubt that and I am so upset that for whatever reason I am doubting that. I have worked so hard to get this far, I won't give up. But sometimes I feel all alone in fighting. I want to be better, I just don't think I am being successful lately. I want to stop being lazy, and stop being scared, and stop always expecting the worse. At some point I have to let it all go and just be who I am, and if people stop loving me for that then I just have to be okay with that.
Fall is my favorite season.
Fall is my favorite season.