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I lost my way when I lost you...
I know now isnt the time. But I miss you...I miss you every single day.
This is me being emotional, and knowing that in a few weeks I will read this and laugh because I will most likely feel differently. I will have most likely moved on.
That is what I love/hate about writting. I wrote when I am emotional about something, or someone, and I express my crazy devotion to that one thing or that one someone and then I read a time later and I am dumb founded at what I wrote! However it is so good to be able to express myself, and say it all on paper, get it out. Writting helps me let go, helps me makes things clearer. Gives me a release on life and for a few minutes makes me forget the world around me.
Everything is changing and I am feeling like the only one who is excited. I know God has something good for me, for everyone, this is the time to go out and find yourself. Be young, and enjoy it. Be free and go out and explore what this world holds. Get up, experience what you haven't yet.
Megan Forbes left, I played tough at her going away party...but when I left I cried the whole way home.
I am not as tough as I pretend to be. I realized I dont like to let people in, because I am not tough. I push them all away so I do not have to deal with them one day pushing me away. I am dumb that way.
Kelsey Gibson leaves the end of Sept. she isnt going far, but it will be a change, we will be friends forever and I know that for a fact, its good.
Brent maybe leaving Sept 6th. I will cry, I already know it. I want to ignore it.
My vacation to California was amazing.
Life is good.
I know now isnt the time. But I miss you...I miss you every single day.
This is me being emotional, and knowing that in a few weeks I will read this and laugh because I will most likely feel differently. I will have most likely moved on.
That is what I love/hate about writting. I wrote when I am emotional about something, or someone, and I express my crazy devotion to that one thing or that one someone and then I read a time later and I am dumb founded at what I wrote! However it is so good to be able to express myself, and say it all on paper, get it out. Writting helps me let go, helps me makes things clearer. Gives me a release on life and for a few minutes makes me forget the world around me.
Everything is changing and I am feeling like the only one who is excited. I know God has something good for me, for everyone, this is the time to go out and find yourself. Be young, and enjoy it. Be free and go out and explore what this world holds. Get up, experience what you haven't yet.
Megan Forbes left, I played tough at her going away party...but when I left I cried the whole way home.
I am not as tough as I pretend to be. I realized I dont like to let people in, because I am not tough. I push them all away so I do not have to deal with them one day pushing me away. I am dumb that way.
Kelsey Gibson leaves the end of Sept. she isnt going far, but it will be a change, we will be friends forever and I know that for a fact, its good.
Brent maybe leaving Sept 6th. I will cry, I already know it. I want to ignore it.
My vacation to California was amazing.
Life is good.