hmmm...

[zuly]

i always feel like i'm 10 steps behind everyone. i know i shouldn't feel that way, so i guess that's why i don't entertain that thought too much.
so it seems like mr. miller doesn't hate me at all. actually, he thinks i'm good. that remedies the situation a little bit.
i had a good time w/ ravenna today. we're so gonna go study at fiu every saturday.
i ordered some business cards. ravenna helped me. they are gonna be delicious.
my birthday is in 3 weeks. i want to go to poplife, but i wonder if i can get the hook up and go somewhere better. hmmm...let's see. must ask my sister about the time share....
must call mac so i can do my make up that night..
must practice driving around...
must work on being a better human being... i find myself holding my tongue with most people because i can point things out that to them that they don't see. but then i think, i'm not perfect and theyy can probably do the same to me. I also get scared that they'll get really mad at me and i'll ruin a friendship because of it. so then i say nothing...i wonder,...am i doing the right thing?

OMG I NEED A JOB!

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