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[zulunation]

I just wrote something amazing here... something longwinded and thoughtfull, something I felt really proud of while rereading, It was about a certain someone from my past... I spent about an hour on the thing... then I deleted it...

I just wrote some more and deleted that too...

wtf and shit...

just wrote somemore... jhlkjsldkjslkdjsldjsdlkjlskdjlkjfslfdkjslfd... I'm too tired to sleep

In this state I get really fucking sappy..... gonna go outside and listen for the train and chain smoke... too bad I'm not closer... and had a lawn chair and some hot chocolate and some rocks to toss at the thing... shoot some emo while curled up under the bridge and get sooooo high

sigh sigh sigh fucking sigh and shit...

and shit

and hhmmmmmhmhmhmhmh.. it's some good emo...