I'm sure by now you all know that I'll be going to Melbourne next year..
Upon receiving the great news, I was overwhelmed with happiness.. Like, obviously! This is what I've been wanting for god knows how long..
But now that the idea has sunk in a little, I can't help but feel a tug-of-war of emotions going on inside me..
Sometimes when I think about it, I get super excited about all the new things I'm gonna get to experience: moving into my own apartment, living in a city I absolutely love, starting a new chapter in my life...
But then there are times when I tend to get all emo about it.. The thought of being far, far away from my family and friends, being homesick, the fear of not being able to adapt to the changes... It just scares me.
I guess it's pretty normal to feel this way, yes? However, it's a good thing that right now the good points outweigh the negativity in me.. But still.
I'm pretty sure by now you know I'm the kind of person who likes being in her comfort zone and is skeptical about change.. So this is definitely one biggg step for me.
As of right now, I'm still figuring out how I should feel about this whole thing.. And yes Linny, that's why I'm not as excited about winter wear as Shasha is :-P
I'm devastated that Zizi and Sha Sha will be leaving for Melbourne next year. Yet I'm also tres excited about it at the same time. Although I'm not the one who will be buying boots and coats and cold weather apparel, it's still exciting to think of the prospects. And since that's what's exciting the girls the most at the moment (at least for Sha anyway) here's my lust list...
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Boots, coats and cold weather wear...Posted by Lin
Oct. 25th, 2009 at 10:31 AM