Jitter bugs.
Only ten days to go and yes, I am more than excited!! :-)
Howeverrr, closer to the trip I'm constantly getting mild anxiety attacks that I have no control over. Boo.
I could be going out to dinner when I'll start imagining stuff then get these funny2 things going on in my tummy. And I swear it's not because I was hungryy.
The whole trip seems too good to be true for one, and I'm just worried of all the possibilities and probabilities out there.
Someone please slap me! Huuu.
But you can't blame me kot.. :-/
Not-so-long-ago experiences have taught me that sometimes having certain hopes and expectations can lead to letdowns. The last time I got overly excited about something it resulted in disappointment. All these combined have trained me to not expect anything from anyone.
Sadly, I'm still at the training stage.
I'm trying my best here to not have any expectations, but it's hard. Coz seriously, is it even possible to not have expectations?
I mean there will always be this teeny tiny part of you that is always hoping and wishing, right? :-/
Blegh.
T h a n k y o u f o r m a k i n g m e s o m e s s e d u p, m i s t e r i t h i n k i t ' s c o o l t o t y p e l i k e t h i s . E e e.
Lol
Okay, okay.. Enough of this!
Be optimistic Zi!
Think positiveee thoughts.
Zi is going and she's gonna enjoy herself.
No matter what.
Coz there's no other place in the world she'd rather be.
Yes, Zi should stop over thinking and just live for the moment.
:-)
Howeverrr, closer to the trip I'm constantly getting mild anxiety attacks that I have no control over. Boo.
I could be going out to dinner when I'll start imagining stuff then get these funny2 things going on in my tummy. And I swear it's not because I was hungryy.
The whole trip seems too good to be true for one, and I'm just worried of all the possibilities and probabilities out there.
Someone please slap me! Huuu.
But you can't blame me kot.. :-/
Not-so-long-ago experiences have taught me that sometimes having certain hopes and expectations can lead to letdowns. The last time I got overly excited about something it resulted in disappointment. All these combined have trained me to not expect anything from anyone.
Sadly, I'm still at the training stage.
I'm trying my best here to not have any expectations, but it's hard. Coz seriously, is it even possible to not have expectations?
I mean there will always be this teeny tiny part of you that is always hoping and wishing, right? :-/
Blegh.
T h a n k y o u f o r m a k i n g m e s o m e s s e d u p, m i s t e r i t h i n k i t ' s c o o l t o t y p e l i k e t h i s . E e e.
Lol
Okay, okay.. Enough of this!
Be optimistic Zi!
Think positiveee thoughts.
Zi is going and she's gonna enjoy herself.
No matter what.
Coz there's no other place in the world she'd rather be.
Yes, Zi should stop over thinking and just live for the moment.
:-)