And I know I'll be okay, though my skies are turning grey...
Needing my girls more than ever right now :-(
I guess i'm just too used to seeing them all the time during my holidays.. And now that my classes have begun, it's getting harder to do so...
I'll probably get to see them after raya, which seems like forever right now..
At least it's comforting enough to know that they feel the same way too..
It's when you're unsure how the other party is feeling that makes things so miserable...
You tend to be doubtful, when you really shouldnt. All sorts of horrible thoughts make their way into your brain, arising questions you just cant seem to answer.
All the stupid things you thought you've forgotten and learned to accept suddenly show up uninvited too, gate crashing your parade.
Okay, so they say "some things go without saying".. How much truth is there behind that phrase?
What if the only way for someone to find out is by letting them know? It's not like you're around all the time to show it through actions.
Blegghh!
As you can see, my mind is so messed up.
Blame PMS.
PMS is the devil.
But i'm gonna be strong. I'm gonna get through this.
After all, what bloody choice do i have?
I guess i'm just too used to seeing them all the time during my holidays.. And now that my classes have begun, it's getting harder to do so...
I'll probably get to see them after raya, which seems like forever right now..
At least it's comforting enough to know that they feel the same way too..
It's when you're unsure how the other party is feeling that makes things so miserable...
You tend to be doubtful, when you really shouldnt. All sorts of horrible thoughts make their way into your brain, arising questions you just cant seem to answer.
All the stupid things you thought you've forgotten and learned to accept suddenly show up uninvited too, gate crashing your parade.
Okay, so they say "some things go without saying".. How much truth is there behind that phrase?
What if the only way for someone to find out is by letting them know? It's not like you're around all the time to show it through actions.
Blegghh!
As you can see, my mind is so messed up.
Blame PMS.
PMS is the devil.
But i'm gonna be strong. I'm gonna get through this.
After all, what bloody choice do i have?