Three Questions, Part IX
These three are courtesy of the stunningly beautiful and hot adrian_the_dork and sorry they're late. I wax and wane like the moon. More waning than waxing though, gotta be honest.
If you could have one skill that you don't already have, what would it be?
Uhm. Tightrope walking? Cattle roping? High-diving? I'm really not sure. My mind runs to wishing I had better coping skills, but talking about that is boring, so I would say being able to draw - really draw, not just inane stick figures. I see all this fan art everywhere and all the scenes in rp that I wish I could illustrate and just really wish I would wake up one morning and be able to create on paper what I see in my head.
Can you lay bricks? I can't. I'm trying.
See, when I think of laying a brick, I think of pooping, cause that's what a guy I took care of in clinical used to call it. I'd ask him if he needed the bathroom and he'd tell me he laid a brick earlier, and it was all good. HOWEVER I assume you are speaking literally and are speaking of masonry, soooo ... I have never tried, to be honest. My experience with brickwork will probably be the old board-and-brick bookcase trick, which I personally think could look super-cool. I suspect that's stacking bricks and not laying them. Drat.
What is something you wish you'd known when you were 20?
Way to ask me an essay question, babe. I would say I wish I had known that the person I have spent my life attempting to please CANNOT be pleased and that all the time I've spent in pursuit of approval was going to be a huge, tragic waste of time. I also wish I had known that I was not, am not, will never be, wife material. Mom material, yeah. Wife? Not so much. In the end, I am too selfish to be what I consider a "good" spouse, and at this point, I would be too resentful of the time spent as nursemaid/personal slave to ever even fucking consider it again. Had I known I wasn't psychologically suited to marriage, I could have saved myself, and Rich too, 10 years or so of a mediocre-to-bad marriage. (The first seven years were not that bad). In the end, I care for Brynn cause I made him, he is my blood and love. We all know I don't give a shit about myself. And I don't wanna be bothered with anyone else. (Friendship is exempt from that statement, btw, as its not the same composition at all)>
Your Bonus Question? I've never seen it but if there are accents and hot asses, I will have to check it out.
Thanks love! Miss you!
If you could have one skill that you don't already have, what would it be?
Uhm. Tightrope walking? Cattle roping? High-diving? I'm really not sure. My mind runs to wishing I had better coping skills, but talking about that is boring, so I would say being able to draw - really draw, not just inane stick figures. I see all this fan art everywhere and all the scenes in rp that I wish I could illustrate and just really wish I would wake up one morning and be able to create on paper what I see in my head.
Can you lay bricks? I can't. I'm trying.
See, when I think of laying a brick, I think of pooping, cause that's what a guy I took care of in clinical used to call it. I'd ask him if he needed the bathroom and he'd tell me he laid a brick earlier, and it was all good. HOWEVER I assume you are speaking literally and are speaking of masonry, soooo ... I have never tried, to be honest. My experience with brickwork will probably be the old board-and-brick bookcase trick, which I personally think could look super-cool. I suspect that's stacking bricks and not laying them. Drat.
What is something you wish you'd known when you were 20?
Way to ask me an essay question, babe. I would say I wish I had known that the person I have spent my life attempting to please CANNOT be pleased and that all the time I've spent in pursuit of approval was going to be a huge, tragic waste of time. I also wish I had known that I was not, am not, will never be, wife material. Mom material, yeah. Wife? Not so much. In the end, I am too selfish to be what I consider a "good" spouse, and at this point, I would be too resentful of the time spent as nursemaid/personal slave to ever even fucking consider it again. Had I known I wasn't psychologically suited to marriage, I could have saved myself, and Rich too, 10 years or so of a mediocre-to-bad marriage. (The first seven years were not that bad). In the end, I care for Brynn cause I made him, he is my blood and love. We all know I don't give a shit about myself. And I don't wanna be bothered with anyone else. (Friendship is exempt from that statement, btw, as its not the same composition at all)>
Your Bonus Question? I've never seen it but if there are accents and hot asses, I will have to check it out.
Thanks love! Miss you!