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Wow.... today was my last day of highschool.. officially.. it came and went by so fast.. i don't really know how to take today.. i woke up @ 11 and rolled outta bed to t he senior picnic... it was so weird... everyone was there and it was the last time (aside from graduation) that we will all be together.. as one.. body? i dunno.. as much as i can't even stand some of the people there it was just sad to think that will never be like that again.. after talking to people and getting my letters (thank you to all of you who wrote them) alex and I walked around the campus.. we visited some old teachers and then found ourselves back in the cafeteria staring at empty chairs.. we were the last 2 people there... and we still didn't want to leave.. now that i'm out.. i wan't back in already and it is still the same day.. i couldn't wait to be out of that place.. and now i'm looking for every excuse to go back.. err... life.. anyways i went to gowers graduation party thing and i could only stay for a lil while but i had fun.. i wish i coulda stayed longer but i had to be n ATL... then i picked up my aunt peggy.. the funniest woman alive.. and I came home.. natalie came over for a little while with amanda and we sat aroud the living room and had a good time... and now this is the part of the day where i'm not so sure i like it so much.. you know those songs that you hear and when your listening to them you see little pictures ofyour life fly by... its like that song they play at the end of a movie when they show you all the characters and what they are doing.. and none of the characters talk but you see them and the music drownds out any sound and you just understand everything thats going on becuase of the raw emotion expressed by the characters.... i could give you a list of those songs right now that i've heard today that do just that to me.. i hear those songs and everything just flys by me and its so weird becuase they are such random songs.. Dare you to move - Switchfoot ... i love that song You're a God - Vertical Horizon.. i have no idea but i heard that song today and its like i took a step back and watched highschool just pass me by... Don't wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith.. Settle for a slowdown - Dierks Bentley Here's to the Night - Eve 6.. ahh this song tears me up... aight well you get the picture.... i'm gonna go read some more letters... graduation in 2 days.. i can wait...