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I don't know what to say other than I am so hurt right now. THE LOVE OF MY LIFE...wants to dump me. Can you imagine how that feels? I don't know what to say. The reason that I say some of the things that I do is because I want to start a life with you. Some of the things that you do make me feel that you aren't serious about me and it make me sad because I know that my life will NEVER be complete without you. You are my heart and my soul and this feels like I am dying....matter of fact I rather would like to be dying than to feel the way that I feel right now.
I wish that you would take a look at the good things rather than all of the bad things. How about the fact that I drive to see you at any time of the night to see you even if I have to work in the morning. How about the fact that I always think of you 1st before I do ANYTHING. The only real arguments that I have with you are that I don't get to see you enough. When you had the problem with your face I was there when you needed me the most. I've always been there to hold you when you are sad, upset, scared, or needed me just to be there. I gave up any plans anytime so that things would work for you. I love you family and treat them with respect. I do what you want even when sometimes I don't want to because I know that it makes you happy.
I'm sorry that I don't always agree with you but thatz just how life is. We don't always have to agree 100% of the time and everything isn't always going to be perfect. I just know that in a blink of an eye I would give my life my soul and everything for you. I know that I would break my back for you to give you everything you ever wanted. I just find it funny that now that we have a rough time here that you want to give up on me. I have loved you since the moment that I met you. Even though I have not agreed with everything you do and we have hurt eachother it never made me love you any less. I know that I hate to see you cry especially when it is my fault. I know that I am not the easiest person to deal with at times but know that there I so much love in my heart for you....you should know that more than anyone. If you want to leave me though...you wouldn't be the first one to leave me without a fair chance.
I am not going to plead with you to stay with me if you are truly unhappy with me because thatz not any good for either of us. Just remember as you did for me...I grabbed you so that you couldn't leave. Remember that I showed back up at the bar because you mean everything to me. Remember that you walked away from me when I tried to talk to you. I know that I gave everything and will continue to give everything for you because it is all that I know how to do. I just know that I will never be able to stop thinking about you or not look at someone and compare them to you. Just remember that I care enough to do stupid little things like leave you CD in the 1st slot of my CD player....which is where is still is :o( or get an international plan to talk to you in England....or even more important I can't imagine my life without you......and how I can't stop crying ....
I wish that you would take a look at the good things rather than all of the bad things. How about the fact that I drive to see you at any time of the night to see you even if I have to work in the morning. How about the fact that I always think of you 1st before I do ANYTHING. The only real arguments that I have with you are that I don't get to see you enough. When you had the problem with your face I was there when you needed me the most. I've always been there to hold you when you are sad, upset, scared, or needed me just to be there. I gave up any plans anytime so that things would work for you. I love you family and treat them with respect. I do what you want even when sometimes I don't want to because I know that it makes you happy.
I'm sorry that I don't always agree with you but thatz just how life is. We don't always have to agree 100% of the time and everything isn't always going to be perfect. I just know that in a blink of an eye I would give my life my soul and everything for you. I know that I would break my back for you to give you everything you ever wanted. I just find it funny that now that we have a rough time here that you want to give up on me. I have loved you since the moment that I met you. Even though I have not agreed with everything you do and we have hurt eachother it never made me love you any less. I know that I hate to see you cry especially when it is my fault. I know that I am not the easiest person to deal with at times but know that there I so much love in my heart for you....you should know that more than anyone. If you want to leave me though...you wouldn't be the first one to leave me without a fair chance.
I am not going to plead with you to stay with me if you are truly unhappy with me because thatz not any good for either of us. Just remember as you did for me...I grabbed you so that you couldn't leave. Remember that I showed back up at the bar because you mean everything to me. Remember that you walked away from me when I tried to talk to you. I know that I gave everything and will continue to give everything for you because it is all that I know how to do. I just know that I will never be able to stop thinking about you or not look at someone and compare them to you. Just remember that I care enough to do stupid little things like leave you CD in the 1st slot of my CD player....which is where is still is :o( or get an international plan to talk to you in England....or even more important I can't imagine my life without you......and how I can't stop crying ....