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I truely believe that everything works out in the end, that even when it seems like everything is going to Hell, in hindsight it worked out just like it should have. I could just use a little reaffirmation right now, I guess.
I am still not sure of who I am, what I want, or where I'm going. Am I supposed to know yet? I've really been looking for something to get motivated about. Like the propane finally finding the pilot light and exploding. I've got fuel, I just can't ignite it. I know I want to get a college degree, and yeah, I'm really concerned about achieving that goal. I just don't have any greater goal beyond that, so it's kinda lacking. So, as it stands right now, finishing college isn't a stepping stone to something greater, like becoming a biochemist, it's just kinda there. I don't know what I want to major in because nothing here interests me. All the subject matter is mundane and boring, and I can't see myself doing any of it for a living. I want to fly helicoptors, but I'm not so sure that I feel I should drop out to go to pilot's school. But, like I said, it'll all work out in the end.
What keeps you going?
I am still not sure of who I am, what I want, or where I'm going. Am I supposed to know yet? I've really been looking for something to get motivated about. Like the propane finally finding the pilot light and exploding. I've got fuel, I just can't ignite it. I know I want to get a college degree, and yeah, I'm really concerned about achieving that goal. I just don't have any greater goal beyond that, so it's kinda lacking. So, as it stands right now, finishing college isn't a stepping stone to something greater, like becoming a biochemist, it's just kinda there. I don't know what I want to major in because nothing here interests me. All the subject matter is mundane and boring, and I can't see myself doing any of it for a living. I want to fly helicoptors, but I'm not so sure that I feel I should drop out to go to pilot's school. But, like I said, it'll all work out in the end.
What keeps you going?