An Avalanche in D Minor
some night i still can't sleep because of you, you always run through my head and i want it to stop, i want to forget what happened then. i'm not proud of what happened, i take no joy in it, it still hurts to this day. i fucked everything up back then, and to this day i want to fix everything but i know that i can't and that its something that i have to live with. i miss what we had, all of it....fights included. i loved you and i still do, nothing i can do about it. but mostly i miss the friend i had. the one friend that i could turn to for anything, you were one of my closest friends and i fucked you over, all i can do is apologize though it more the likely means nothing now. i remember how funny you thought it was when my mom would yell at me cause i wasn't paying attention to you or i didn't do something for you. i remember you walking home from school with me, only to fall asleep on my couch while i played video games, i miss those days. and i know i can never have em back. i do miss you, the talks we'd have even when i would simply walk you to your house, or sneakin out in the middle of the night just so i could see you.