On a Lighter/Happier Note
I will be returning home today for a maddash visit with my family to gather needed winter supplies and a few more forgotten items and finally a Dr. Appt on thursday morning before returning to chucktown.
The days are good and Life is great.
Everything is quite wonderful, except my neighbors, and lack of hmwk doing. I'm amazed at the fact that tho I am so throughly happy on my own seeing certain people (like the Boy and his Mom for dinnah last night) can make me THAT much happier still -- kinda like an endless rising of happiness constantly surpassing and surprising you with the amount of happiness that can be felt. I love having surrounded myself with those that make me happy.
It's great to be happy and away from ppl who want nothing but drama. I miss my friends from years past tho - who are elsewhere for one reason or another.
-- on a side note - I wish some ppl would get the hint, that I am not interested, and stop making me feel uncormfortable by being entirely too close or pawing on my shoulder. Clearly I love my dear Boy Jesse and that is that, I am happy and as overtly friendly as our entire group is with each other, which I enjoy, you can tell when it's platonic and when there are ulterior motives and then it's not cool or enjoyable affection. I out and out said it once and I shouldn't have to say it again.
I'm glad Benanti loved his little early bday gift and I'm really excited about goingto visit Ben since I haven't seen him in so long and of course right before the trip he goes into his usual weird antisocial mode which he immediately gets over once I'm there. I think it will be good times and maybe we can go see Corpse Bride!
I can't find my sticky tack to hang up my pretty prints that the Boy got me at GenCon... I really want to hang them up, perhaps the dear roomie has some... I shoudl ask later.
But anyhow I'm trying to get myself into a motivating routine like schedule of sorts so that I can continually accomplish the things that I need... I just have to find a way of remembering it all...
hrm.. yeah I think that's all that I have for now, I'm gonna get my leftover porkchop ready for lunch and accomplish a few more tasks before I go take care of some stuff before class.
~Z
The days are good and Life is great.
Everything is quite wonderful, except my neighbors, and lack of hmwk doing. I'm amazed at the fact that tho I am so throughly happy on my own seeing certain people (like the Boy and his Mom for dinnah last night) can make me THAT much happier still -- kinda like an endless rising of happiness constantly surpassing and surprising you with the amount of happiness that can be felt. I love having surrounded myself with those that make me happy.
It's great to be happy and away from ppl who want nothing but drama. I miss my friends from years past tho - who are elsewhere for one reason or another.
-- on a side note - I wish some ppl would get the hint, that I am not interested, and stop making me feel uncormfortable by being entirely too close or pawing on my shoulder. Clearly I love my dear Boy Jesse and that is that, I am happy and as overtly friendly as our entire group is with each other, which I enjoy, you can tell when it's platonic and when there are ulterior motives and then it's not cool or enjoyable affection. I out and out said it once and I shouldn't have to say it again.
I'm glad Benanti loved his little early bday gift and I'm really excited about goingto visit Ben since I haven't seen him in so long and of course right before the trip he goes into his usual weird antisocial mode which he immediately gets over once I'm there. I think it will be good times and maybe we can go see Corpse Bride!
I can't find my sticky tack to hang up my pretty prints that the Boy got me at GenCon... I really want to hang them up, perhaps the dear roomie has some... I shoudl ask later.
But anyhow I'm trying to get myself into a motivating routine like schedule of sorts so that I can continually accomplish the things that I need... I just have to find a way of remembering it all...
hrm.. yeah I think that's all that I have for now, I'm gonna get my leftover porkchop ready for lunch and accomplish a few more tasks before I go take care of some stuff before class.
~Z