Squirrel /Bernards / Derrek / Mothers Day
Lol friday night was so much fun .. i walked over to brians and we went out for a walk .. it was fun we walked and talked for a while, and then we ended up at lenox we played on the playground and talked about all the dumb memories we had on that park .. it was kinda funny ... then will called me and he came to join us! crazy times!
ok so we had do be on the bus at 8:15... i got up at 7 because i came home later than i should have and i still needed to pack all my shit! .... so yeah ... after i was done packing i still had a few min so my dad asked me to get some boxes from the back of my moms car... went to get them and put them in the garage ... but i noticed that every time i passed the front tire i heard a strange noise .. i was still really tired so i didnt pay much attention .... i went back for the last time to close the trunk it was really loud. it sounded like a small animal.. so i stop like right in front of the tire and i see a little squirrels head and his foot and tail were stuck under my moms tire .. he was like crying. i felt so bad .. so i moved the car up and when i went to look if he was ok he was gone. so i assumed he was fine.
I went to the track meet... it was awesome.. mr zyg screwed up a bunch of of stuff, but whatever its all good now .... we all went in there looking to do something good for ourselves. I had a really great time .. i winded up throwing 30'11'' in the shot and somewhere around 90 maybe a lil over for disc .. but they wouldnt measure it because it wasnt over 95.
I also met my roomate yesterday she was soo awesome .. i cant wait till next year!
When i got home from the meet i chilled for a while. Cleaded up my room and changed soem stuff around. It was really sad yesterday becuase i changed some of the pictures in my frames and took down the pictures over my bed. I couldnt look at them any more. I still have a few of them up, but i took down all the ones where we looked like a couple .. or we were kissing. it was really upsetting and i cried for a while. i put everything into a box and put it in my closet. I guess i still havent really understood the fact that were not dating any more.
then my mom asked me to go outside because the squirrel was laying by the side of the house. He was still alive, but his legs were broken. She called animal control, but she jsut wanted me to sit out there with it to make sure no one goes near it and it doesnt get away. I sat there for about 2 hours. I felt so bad for it. He would try and move, but he could only get a few inches at a time. he would use his arms and drag the rest of his body! SOO sad! so eventually animal control came and got him. they said he was a baby squirrel and that he had a good chance of making it.
After that i took a really long shower and then i went over brians house. it was fun we, we watched the nighmare b4 xmas .. i had never seen it b4. It was pretty good actually. I think i would have enjoyed it more if my head wasnt pounding. After the movie steve and brian got into a fight, it was kinda funny. Then steve went to bed and we jsut hung out and talked about how much he hates his brother! haha it was fun.
last night after i left brians house i watched raising helen. and i cried again. i wrote suzanne a long note about how special she was to me and that even though she isnt my natural mother it doesnt mean anything to me. I told here that her being my mother was actually more speical becasue i wasnt her daughter by an act of lust. I was her daughter because fate put us together, I needed a mother, and she needed me to get her life together.
I wrote an email to karen (my natural mother) and siad happy mothers day.
Before i fell asleep i layed looking up at an empty celing. there werent any pictures of derrek above my head. I cried again until i fell asleep.
ok so we had do be on the bus at 8:15... i got up at 7 because i came home later than i should have and i still needed to pack all my shit! .... so yeah ... after i was done packing i still had a few min so my dad asked me to get some boxes from the back of my moms car... went to get them and put them in the garage ... but i noticed that every time i passed the front tire i heard a strange noise .. i was still really tired so i didnt pay much attention .... i went back for the last time to close the trunk it was really loud. it sounded like a small animal.. so i stop like right in front of the tire and i see a little squirrels head and his foot and tail were stuck under my moms tire .. he was like crying. i felt so bad .. so i moved the car up and when i went to look if he was ok he was gone. so i assumed he was fine.
I went to the track meet... it was awesome.. mr zyg screwed up a bunch of of stuff, but whatever its all good now .... we all went in there looking to do something good for ourselves. I had a really great time .. i winded up throwing 30'11'' in the shot and somewhere around 90 maybe a lil over for disc .. but they wouldnt measure it because it wasnt over 95.
I also met my roomate yesterday she was soo awesome .. i cant wait till next year!
When i got home from the meet i chilled for a while. Cleaded up my room and changed soem stuff around. It was really sad yesterday becuase i changed some of the pictures in my frames and took down the pictures over my bed. I couldnt look at them any more. I still have a few of them up, but i took down all the ones where we looked like a couple .. or we were kissing. it was really upsetting and i cried for a while. i put everything into a box and put it in my closet. I guess i still havent really understood the fact that were not dating any more.
then my mom asked me to go outside because the squirrel was laying by the side of the house. He was still alive, but his legs were broken. She called animal control, but she jsut wanted me to sit out there with it to make sure no one goes near it and it doesnt get away. I sat there for about 2 hours. I felt so bad for it. He would try and move, but he could only get a few inches at a time. he would use his arms and drag the rest of his body! SOO sad! so eventually animal control came and got him. they said he was a baby squirrel and that he had a good chance of making it.
After that i took a really long shower and then i went over brians house. it was fun we, we watched the nighmare b4 xmas .. i had never seen it b4. It was pretty good actually. I think i would have enjoyed it more if my head wasnt pounding. After the movie steve and brian got into a fight, it was kinda funny. Then steve went to bed and we jsut hung out and talked about how much he hates his brother! haha it was fun.
last night after i left brians house i watched raising helen. and i cried again. i wrote suzanne a long note about how special she was to me and that even though she isnt my natural mother it doesnt mean anything to me. I told here that her being my mother was actually more speical becasue i wasnt her daughter by an act of lust. I was her daughter because fate put us together, I needed a mother, and she needed me to get her life together.
I wrote an email to karen (my natural mother) and siad happy mothers day.
Before i fell asleep i layed looking up at an empty celing. there werent any pictures of derrek above my head. I cried again until i fell asleep.