Jul 10, 2005 23:58
FUCK!
So...this weekend....TERRIFIC! Can you sense the sarcasm in that comment? If not....learn quick.
Well to start out...We don't leave my house for California until about noon on Saturday. About an hour and a half later I get a text message saying that my girlfriend was shot...twice...in the stomach. YEA! More like...shit! Not exactly great news. So she was in critical...stable...back to critical the next morning...and is now stable and at home tonight. Great.
Next...Jenn...going back to her wonderful cutting and telling me how it doesn't hurt and if she just keeps cutting....well...GREAT! More sarcasm by the way. So she won't answer her phone, answer texts, or anything. So lost cause? Maybe. She already very nearly committed suicide while e-mailing me about a year and a half ago. How nice of her to not actually say "Bye" this time. I'm glad I'm not at the hotel now. I'm with the big brother at his apartment.
I'm here in Cali for another week. I don't know how I'm going to get through this week. Almost nearly started crying today when I found out that my gf's phone rang during the hold-up she was shot at. Guess what babe...it probably was me that called right at that moment. I checked my dialed numbers and that looked like it could have been around that time. So yes...I have this great guilt on my shoulders because of that. It really has been quite the weekend. It's Monday, 12:06 AM.
Anne...I hope you're awake...because I'm going to to call you.