christmas is on the way!

Nov 29, 2009 16:35

"I'm crazy about you. And I want you to know, if I had the choice of hanging out with anyone in the entire world, or sitting at home with you, eating a pizza, watching a crappy TV show, I'd choose you everytime." - scrubs

millions of unpenned thoughts going thru my mind now.
have always appreciated people who write well, especially in blogs
they create a certain kind of magic that sucks you into their world with every word they penned.

it's a pretty nice but scary feeling. to know that there's this much of them that you had no clue about until reading their words.
it makes me strive to be a better writer too.

have always been worried about this particular life issue going on in my life recently
at most times i try to not ponder too much about it. whatever will be, will come my way.
but yet the ticking of time passing by so quickly is a painful reminder of what was lost is never gonna be recovered.
time turners might do the trick here. but even if we could turn back time, will we simply mimic everything that was done before? like on auto-pilot.

of late i think i've sorta became more receptive to the Holy Spirit (i think?)
which i reckon is a rather good thing
next year, will most likely be stepping into territories unknown
i will cling tight to the float. and strive to be a better gina. :D
time to rise upppp

i wonder what's happened to the very outgoing and un-shy gina i used to know. just seem like a distant self now.
wish i had took the opportunity and courage to strike up more conversations with you
there was a first time, then there was a second time
now hoping very badly there will be a third.

sometimes i don't know what i'm afraid of.
till then, i will hold on to the (good) thoughts in my head

off to pee! before joining the familial celebration of my younger sister's 18th birthday where the star is not even back yet and everything is just a cover of why they should play more mahjong. zz.

on a happier note, x'mas is coming!



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