I'm always hoping...
I'll get to play with every single player on the team, especially a particular few who means a lot to me although they don't know it. I've never been on a team where such a sensitive matter do not exist. Whenever someone tells me how she truly feels, I wish I could put myself in their shoes and tell them, "I feel you. You're not alone." But I've never been able to do that. I wish I could help, but it's really not up to me.
I want to feel comfortable playing the game I love with every single one who loves it, too. I want to feel that satisfactory sense of victory knowing that all your team mates had their chance to shine on court and give it their best shot, too.
Someday, sometime, somewhere, somehow... It'll happen, I guess.
I'll be waiting, but I just hope it'll be tomorrow.