Bad Tuesday
11:53pm. I'm just 7 minutes away from a brand new day. Thank God Tuesday's ending, because it was a really bad day. Nothing went right for me, nothing. I really need a chance to start the day right, so here comes Wednesday!
So today... I overslept, and rushed to school just for a revision lecture which lasted about half an hour... Waste of time. I then realized I forgot about my jerseys and my Ticketing notes, which I had to make my way back home before returning to campus for my Ticketing test. I was so frustrated with myself and a massive headache came along, as if the mess I was in wasn't enough for me. To add on to the !@#$%">!@#$%^&* moments, Ticketing test was difficult. I lost quite a bit of marks, but I'm still hoping it's sufficient enough to get me a B+ overall because A is too far away from me :(
Then it was the womens' team trials for the second night in a row. Thank God I'm still in after the second round. I haven't quite done enough to prove that I can make the cut, but I'll still keep trying until things start to work out for me. Hopefully it'll all be better. And really, thanks for the chance that I'm still here. 'cuz I know I screwed up badly. I almost wanted to give up, like "Fuck it, if I'm eliminated then so be it".
On a side note, lately I've been really forgetful. It's the nth time that this absent-mindedness has taken over me. I don't know what's wrong with me. Ugh.
So today... I overslept, and rushed to school just for a revision lecture which lasted about half an hour... Waste of time. I then realized I forgot about my jerseys and my Ticketing notes, which I had to make my way back home before returning to campus for my Ticketing test. I was so frustrated with myself and a massive headache came along, as if the mess I was in wasn't enough for me. To add on to the !@#$%">!@#$%^&* moments, Ticketing test was difficult. I lost quite a bit of marks, but I'm still hoping it's sufficient enough to get me a B+ overall because A is too far away from me :(
Then it was the womens' team trials for the second night in a row. Thank God I'm still in after the second round. I haven't quite done enough to prove that I can make the cut, but I'll still keep trying until things start to work out for me. Hopefully it'll all be better. And really, thanks for the chance that I'm still here. 'cuz I know I screwed up badly. I almost wanted to give up, like "Fuck it, if I'm eliminated then so be it".
On a side note, lately I've been really forgetful. It's the nth time that this absent-mindedness has taken over me. I don't know what's wrong with me. Ugh.