Fuck it I'm done
I'm almost completing OB but somehow I'm dragging the process because my brain has been lagging. Too much accounting formulas and theories have been overloaded in my brain all at once, and I don't know what concoction's churning up in there but I know it's up to no good because I'm confused enough, really.
I'm this close to giving up on Accounting. Or perhaps a little part of me has already done so. I hate how it brings me down so badly. My answers never tally with the key answers; it's either a million numbers away, or just a few figures away. It's too damn demoralising. What's more the weightage of this paper is 60%. And believe me when I say I tried. But the question is, how hard have I tried?
These few nights have been torturous, and this could be the last straw. But the friend told me he doesn't like seeing me back out in cowardice and weakness. I can totally picture the friend scolding me "Don't be such a puss" in the head. Now that's gay. This might well be a reminder for the next two days before this emotional turmoil can officially boil down. I should be happy-go-lucky and continue to be a cute puss just like what the friend said (wtf right even more gay what a joke hahahahaha lmao such jokes are just for fun) to let me laugh it off so thank you friend :')
Here's hoping that the puss himself and everyone else will do well for the examinations!