Aug 14, 2011 20:17
I used to think my excessive drinking was the main reason I never got much accomplished. I'm currently on my 4th day sober and I still can't get my head to stay on my shoulders.
Today was weird. I spent a good portion of the day feeling like I've fucked up majorly, or that someone was horribly disappointed in me. This afternoon reading the paper, I kept moving from section to section and back again, horridly restless, like I was ready to explode. Then I got to the world news week in review, and read about Karangetang.
Karangetang is an active volcano in Indonesia that had some activity over the weekend. Locals evacuated their villages after ash began spewing everywhere. I found this oddly fitting based on my mood, just wanting to erupt. I figure with the minor tweaking of one letter it becomes a namesake, and sounds cool enough to be the title of my 3rd studio album, provided I can ever get the first two produced. =)
Regardless, I need to be careful, or the wrong people will be in the way of the eruption.