I HATE ALL GUYS
Boys are stupid. Now I know why I don't date. Once again who gets hurt?? Oh wait it's me! I can't believe that Kevin is like that. I honestly didn't think he would hurt me and actually believed all the bs he fed me. He loves me but oh wait I'm just not good enough because I'm not a certain person who is remaining nameless because she has no fault in this. Her only fault is that she's a great girl. I knew I could never match up to her but fooled myself into believing that someday it would be okay. I knew it was time for something to go bad cuz let's face it, things have been going well for too damn long. He was what was going right in my life and therefore it was the only thing that could go wrong. I knew I could never live up to her standards....they have too much in common. God truly is out to get me and truly does not like me. The worst part is...he's the first guy I dated since all the shit and look where it got me. Luke I should have just said fuck the boyfriend and we shoulda seen each other and had crazy sex all night long, me waiting for him clearly was pointless. Oh yeah and he wants to be friends, cuz he can apparently just turn off any feelings he did have and just have a friendly relationship. I can't believe him.