Jul 22, 2007 02:01
im always so disapointed with everything
mostly so disapointed with myself..
fuck
its so weird looking back at this yr
all that has changed
..
chillin with chloe today was nice.. but sad looking back on fern and all thats changed
and then everything thats happneened through highschool
the friends i've gained and then lost..
ugh ... i hate it
i hate myself and my decisions..
i hate that i CANT make good decisions and im always regretting
what i've done and what i didnt do...
..
life is jus... so sad and so .. ever full of change
too much change
i've always hated change
im not ready and i dont want to
.. but i do and so does everyone else..
we've all changed..
some have changed together, grown together
some have changed and grown apart..