Sep 15, 2005 17:48
LOTS OF classes that yea suck. o well Tuesday same ol same ol went to all my classes and then came here to the SLC where i studied for around 6 hours for that pre-cal test to get credit for it. had to call for help because i forgot alot of it.
Wednesday
yea studied for like 3 more hours with help from christina. went to take the test.........i was supposed to get a 75 to pass .....got a 76.25 F**king ridiculous (excuse my language). so now i have 14 credits yay! :-)going to take summer school so i can get a year ahead hopefully. got a wierd message from christina and jane (asians are wierd :-\) went to Christina's dorm where we watched Pay It Foward. really interesting movie i must admit. very touching (almost cried) dont know why i didnt though.....if i see a sad movie....i cry i never hold it back i dont know why....i ....didnt this time....what is wrong with me! i held up my emotions by grabbing jane and tickling her and then i just threw her against Christina and then tickled both of them. we were going to go DDR and play pool but i got ditched so i just ended up walking around UGA campus north campus just thinking about shit. went back to "the garden" and just stared at stars...thinking....about...i dont even know what just random thoughts. damn i think its starting to get to me (the fact that its almost been a year) i need someone but i dont want to "hit" on any girl or TRY(no im not turning gay). sigh ill just let it come to me, I need someone smart, funny, someone thats not all out there but knows when to have fun. hopefully what does come to me wont hurt. I miss having someone to touch, to hold, to kiss, to feel some affection with(ALL of you all know what im talking about, cause either you have had it or you have it right now). hopefully my patience will pay off sooner or later. then just went home.
I miss my Cedar people :-( i love you guys ill come visit again one day i promise!
today
i am going went to class here and there took calculus test which was rather easy. and now im here. i ate 2 packs of peanut butter cookies all day. ima go do something ...idk what yet something, i think i just need to chill with some friends or just talk to someone...someone call me or leave me one 340 5459 love ya all bye bye