this is even crazier.
I couldn't sleep last night and I took an ambien and was forced awake by my grandma. APPARENTLY, not a good idea!! I felt like I was stuck in a dream and I just randomly started typing, not even realizing what I was putting down. It's real weird.
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cuddled in blankets and observing life as an outsider might. strange perceptions.
longing for connecting to something, someone. its out there....whatever,
a twisting luxurious web of rich fabrics and gems.....doused in water and filth....dragged though a musty river and rollling towards emptiness.
the textures change in emptiness...the walls all around begin to turn into metal and it stretches to form a bell wrapped in wood..... and disturbance in the back....an enemy, lurks...carrying tools of science and medicine. flesh emerges....and tries to connect to this ethereal flow of conscienceness.
my mind is telling me to stop this typing. at the moment.
but it wants to release so much more. paradox. do I type, or release and experience?
lets us explore
...
I'm done. I have no reccolection of what I typed...at all...my fingers just typed this while my mind was elsewhere...how strange? what does it all mean?
:
cuddled in blankets and observing life as an outsider might. strange perceptions.
longing for connecting to something, someone. its out there....whatever,
a twisting luxurious web of rich fabrics and gems.....doused in water and filth....dragged though a musty river and rollling towards emptiness.
the textures change in emptiness...the walls all around begin to turn into metal and it stretches to form a bell wrapped in wood..... and disturbance in the back....an enemy, lurks...carrying tools of science and medicine. flesh emerges....and tries to connect to this ethereal flow of conscienceness.
my mind is telling me to stop this typing. at the moment.
but it wants to release so much more. paradox. do I type, or release and experience?
lets us explore
...
I'm done. I have no reccolection of what I typed...at all...my fingers just typed this while my mind was elsewhere...how strange? what does it all mean?