good karma and such
funny how when you never update this thing, people'll complain and complain.
so. been doing a great deal of soul searching and all that kind of good stuff lately. mainly started during the summer. there was just one night where i couldn't sleep, so i decided to focus on some of the deeper things in life. the focus on my thoughts ended up drifting toward, "what the hell am i going to do with my life?" i pondered the question awhile to no avail. i mean, i was sick of pre-pharmacy and wasting four years of my life trying to get into that. eventually i thought about how much i love history and decided that yeah, i should be a high school (or college) history teacher. so that's what i'm going to do.
i ended up going back to UC this fall where i'm taking mass classes to try to knock out my degree ASAP. things'd been slow. i'd been working mass and just trying to find something/one to make me happy. good karma and such is the way to go, i decided. not having a girlfriend since december 2003 had been such a drag. that's when i focused on my karma and such. i met this girl in my teaching class. she's everything i could want.
her name is sarah. she makes me laugh. i skipped a class on friday so we could go to lunch together. that ended up turning into an all day and night thing. we saw "Waiting..." and laughed our asses off. we made muffins together. that's right, I BAKED. we ate said muffins and went out with my friends whom she loved. she makes me laugh and i make her laugh. her laugh is the greatest thing i ever heard. i went to bed friday night and never thought i'd get to sleep. saturday, i couldn't stop smiling. it's been amazing. i love looking into her eyes and seeing how she looks at me.
good karma and such is the way to go. i just don't have any more mean bones in my body. i feel like i'm finally the old me again. you can't argue with that.
good karma and such.
so. been doing a great deal of soul searching and all that kind of good stuff lately. mainly started during the summer. there was just one night where i couldn't sleep, so i decided to focus on some of the deeper things in life. the focus on my thoughts ended up drifting toward, "what the hell am i going to do with my life?" i pondered the question awhile to no avail. i mean, i was sick of pre-pharmacy and wasting four years of my life trying to get into that. eventually i thought about how much i love history and decided that yeah, i should be a high school (or college) history teacher. so that's what i'm going to do.
i ended up going back to UC this fall where i'm taking mass classes to try to knock out my degree ASAP. things'd been slow. i'd been working mass and just trying to find something/one to make me happy. good karma and such is the way to go, i decided. not having a girlfriend since december 2003 had been such a drag. that's when i focused on my karma and such. i met this girl in my teaching class. she's everything i could want.
her name is sarah. she makes me laugh. i skipped a class on friday so we could go to lunch together. that ended up turning into an all day and night thing. we saw "Waiting..." and laughed our asses off. we made muffins together. that's right, I BAKED. we ate said muffins and went out with my friends whom she loved. she makes me laugh and i make her laugh. her laugh is the greatest thing i ever heard. i went to bed friday night and never thought i'd get to sleep. saturday, i couldn't stop smiling. it's been amazing. i love looking into her eyes and seeing how she looks at me.
good karma and such is the way to go. i just don't have any more mean bones in my body. i feel like i'm finally the old me again. you can't argue with that.
good karma and such.