to those i love my friends(those who know who you are)
my fear of your frailty folds over me and puts me in a box and soon I will choke on my excuses and emotional stops and I love you more than dreams and I can tell myself a hundred times but I finally need to believe that I can’t save you it don’t matter how bad I want to sorry I failed us please don’t dare me to try it all again I could just kick myself for even saying ‘sorry’ in my head and I nursed you like nightmares but no stunts I pull of love I push will help you in twenty years so my solution is to leave you here triangles you’re turning are tearing me up and these see-saw boys have nothing to do with us so I’m counting down the seconds the seconds to the day when you don’t hate yourself my fear of your frailty falls over me and puts me in a box
to kate, steph, and all those i lost
to kate, steph, and all those i lost