Feb 08, 2005 10:48
Hello, I woke up feeling horribly depressed for absolutely no reason whatsoever. I dont know why really but I feel bad, not sick, just bad. I'm not gonna go to school today cause I dont feel I can function properly in an art class where you have to use up all your energy and creative thinking to create something since im so blah today, ugh I hate this shit, I have no clue why.
Oh! okay I never remember my dreams right, but every now and then i'll remember what I dreamed and i'll think it means something so today I dreamt that I was driving my car down a hill of somesort and the brake wouldnt work, so the car started to speed up and I hit the side of a house because there was a curve there, I didnt die however, I crawled out of the car all bloddy n mess and walked into the house, once I walked into the house the blood was gone and my clothes got clean. I walked around the kitchen looking for something but im not sure what I was looking for, apparently I didnt find it so I went upstairs to the bathroom and looked in the medicine cabinet. I took out these odd shaped pills and took em then I began to run outside the house, the car was gone and the neighborhood was perfect, nice grass cuts, clean streets, pretty houses and what not. I went to the middle of the road and layed there, then I woke up! So umm yeah that was rather odd, maybe thats why I woke up so shitty today but anywho anyone interpret dreams?! lol not that I believe so much in them but I did read that in your dreams your more in tune with your feelings and mind so I dunno.
Other than that crazy shit I just took a shower bout 5 mins ago, I should PROBLY get dressed since im still in a towel lol but yeah no ones home so its ok, im gonna go lay down and watch tv for a while since I dont plan on making it to class today and then probly go see my friend Lindsay who doesnt have anything today, hopefully we'll make it to the movies or something, ok bye everyone!