Friendship for sale, only 50 cents

Sep 23, 2004 01:58

Okay, it's 1:58am right now and I just feel the shittiest i've ever felt in a long ass time, why? well as you read last time my best friend who i've known for only 2 years but feels like a good solid 10 years is about to move away in 5 days, actually 4 cause he leaves at night on that 4th day, anyways... we went to play pool today which was okay, the only thing about pool is when ur playing it theres not much chance for conversation cause ur trying to get angles to the stupid balls so they go into the right frigging holes lol anyways yeah thats not important, we got into a convo were we categorized the friends we had since we basically know the same people, and pretty much we have the people we talk to, the people we talk to and hang out with on occasion, the people we can tell anything to, and the people who we see on an every day basis (such as school) and only say hey too, thats wide range of people in there but as the covnersation came along, I noticed that he's the only person that I have that I can tell anything to, I mean anything, like I dont care if he knows and im sure he wont make a deal out of it, isnt that sad? out of the many people I know I only have one person I truly trust completely, so when he moves, who will I have? no one, I can tell my internet friends im sure cause they seem to care but its still so much different than when you know someone ,im sure most of you (which is i think 4 ppl who read my lj?) know what I mean by this so if your reading dont get offended, I value your net friendships as well, just not in the same category as I would if I had known you using my... what do you call em, social skills? lol

Anyways yeah, im depressed about that whole situation so im trying to make the best out of the time I got left, in other news, nothing, so later! ill keep ya updated
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