Just as I'd expected.
John and I had arranged a movie projector home theater night...... and Mr. Projector-Bringer flaked. I saw it coming but still had hope. He says he still wants to do it, at "2 or 3 in the morning" !!!!! Yeah, so now no one is coming over. It was an all or nothing kind of thing, as usual.
Now I'm pissed off, drinking a beer alone, feeling anti-social, and wallowing in anger and frustration. I am so many things right now that I'm really in no condition to be drinking because everything will only get worse. I'll cry myself to sleep or something.
I trudged through Block Buster and rented movies anyway. Got: "Dangerous Minds" cuz it was starring into my watery eyes and I'd already picked up "28 Weeks Later" since it was on the theme-list for the night. I was too excited about movie night....... so excited I made a pick list of movies. It all amounted to nothing and I'm back to square one with people. I just want to do away with them and their bullshit...... but not actually........
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Now I'm pissed off, drinking a beer alone, feeling anti-social, and wallowing in anger and frustration. I am so many things right now that I'm really in no condition to be drinking because everything will only get worse. I'll cry myself to sleep or something.
I trudged through Block Buster and rented movies anyway. Got: "Dangerous Minds" cuz it was starring into my watery eyes and I'd already picked up "28 Weeks Later" since it was on the theme-list for the night. I was too excited about movie night....... so excited I made a pick list of movies. It all amounted to nothing and I'm back to square one with people. I just want to do away with them and their bullshit...... but not actually........
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