The Day after Prom!!!
I am still just...perplexed and amazed at how much fun i had last night. There has not been one single moment in my life where I enjoyed just being me that much. Being with all the people that I love and being with one of the single greatest females and best friends in the WHOLE world...it was just amazing. It was truly exhilerating. From getting lost for pictures...to getting lost going to the spot on top of the mountain...to almost getting lost-ish on the way to the Prom itself...but none of that mattered. It didn't even matter that the world was rotating around me. It didn't matter the rest of the people were 5 minute ahead of me. All that mattered to me...the whole night...was what was happening between me and my gorgeous date for the evening. ahh..amazing
I also wanted to tell all of my other friends how much i loved them. I obviously can't list all of you and why, that would take quite long. But to name a few...Jaclyn---baby, no words can describe how much i love you and how much you have helped me through so many things. Becca---you are amazing...truly a best friend that will be impossible to forget; you have helped me through so much crap and listened to me about so much stuff without judging...you are just...amazing. Marketa---I know that we had our moments where we didn't speak to each other...but all the way back from my 8th grade year...you have been there for me when I needed you and I am going to return the favor. Liz---I know that we really don't talk that much anymore...but you have been one the people that I have trusted and thought so highly of ever since we met. From all the drama that happened between me, you and Michael...getting thrown out of Victoria Secret because we knocked over a manakin...(sp?¿), everything...you are great. Lara---you have always listened through the whole "cheese" incident, you are always there to give me a hug on a sad day...or give me a quarter to take off my socks...=] My guys---Daniel, Nick, Michael, Michael, Bruce, my trumpet boys---I don't give ya'll enough credit. Ya'll have been through some of the stuff that all those girls can't help me with...or not as well. I love ya'll in that non-gay way.
I'm sorry to all and any of you if I have ever taken any of you for granted. Sometimes I make mistakes...sometimes they can be costly...but I am so terribly sorry for everything. Everything. For all of you that tried to talk to me about Rachel, I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you. You had a view from everything that I didn't. If anybody tried to talk to me about advice and I didn't listen...I'm sorry. I've realized that I don't have a whole lot of time left for a lot of my really really good friends. You will all being going off to college. Most to Alabama, yes, but Becca...you are going all the way out to Union. I don't know how I'm going to live with that. That is going to be really really hard. I'm going to try and make it up to all of you in these last few months that i get to spend with you all. I am going to treat them like they are my last months on earth...because after those months are over...I'm going to be without most of my friends...save for weekends for all you Alabamians and breaks(a.k.a. christmas, spring break, weird breaks where you are home anyway) for Becca. I don't know...It's just going to be hard...but I'm going to make it up to you all. I love all of you.
Much Love,
<3 Matt <3
*EDIT* - My apologies go out to Kenneth and Kristen. Kristen, you have been there to talk to me about stuff for a few years now...i couldn't leave you out...like i said up in the top, im sorry that i left you out. and Kenneth, you are awesome. When i came into choir, I didn't know anybody in there hardly (aside from like Kristen and AJ). I just was like...you are doing a Dessert Cabaret piece with me...and gladly, you said yes. Now aside from the fact that i messed up...lol...we did good and i was happy=] I'm really glad that I have gotten to become your friend this year and we will become even better friends as members of the 05-06 Park Singers next year!!! Bye yall.
I also wanted to tell all of my other friends how much i loved them. I obviously can't list all of you and why, that would take quite long. But to name a few...Jaclyn---baby, no words can describe how much i love you and how much you have helped me through so many things. Becca---you are amazing...truly a best friend that will be impossible to forget; you have helped me through so much crap and listened to me about so much stuff without judging...you are just...amazing. Marketa---I know that we had our moments where we didn't speak to each other...but all the way back from my 8th grade year...you have been there for me when I needed you and I am going to return the favor. Liz---I know that we really don't talk that much anymore...but you have been one the people that I have trusted and thought so highly of ever since we met. From all the drama that happened between me, you and Michael...getting thrown out of Victoria Secret because we knocked over a manakin...(sp?¿), everything...you are great. Lara---you have always listened through the whole "cheese" incident, you are always there to give me a hug on a sad day...or give me a quarter to take off my socks...=] My guys---Daniel, Nick, Michael, Michael, Bruce, my trumpet boys---I don't give ya'll enough credit. Ya'll have been through some of the stuff that all those girls can't help me with...or not as well. I love ya'll in that non-gay way.
I'm sorry to all and any of you if I have ever taken any of you for granted. Sometimes I make mistakes...sometimes they can be costly...but I am so terribly sorry for everything. Everything. For all of you that tried to talk to me about Rachel, I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you. You had a view from everything that I didn't. If anybody tried to talk to me about advice and I didn't listen...I'm sorry. I've realized that I don't have a whole lot of time left for a lot of my really really good friends. You will all being going off to college. Most to Alabama, yes, but Becca...you are going all the way out to Union. I don't know how I'm going to live with that. That is going to be really really hard. I'm going to try and make it up to all of you in these last few months that i get to spend with you all. I am going to treat them like they are my last months on earth...because after those months are over...I'm going to be without most of my friends...save for weekends for all you Alabamians and breaks(a.k.a. christmas, spring break, weird breaks where you are home anyway) for Becca. I don't know...It's just going to be hard...but I'm going to make it up to you all. I love all of you.
Much Love,
<3 Matt <3
*EDIT* - My apologies go out to Kenneth and Kristen. Kristen, you have been there to talk to me about stuff for a few years now...i couldn't leave you out...like i said up in the top, im sorry that i left you out. and Kenneth, you are awesome. When i came into choir, I didn't know anybody in there hardly (aside from like Kristen and AJ). I just was like...you are doing a Dessert Cabaret piece with me...and gladly, you said yes. Now aside from the fact that i messed up...lol...we did good and i was happy=] I'm really glad that I have gotten to become your friend this year and we will become even better friends as members of the 05-06 Park Singers next year!!! Bye yall.