fuckin sucks
im irrated as fuck. i wanted to go to skool today but nobody woke me up on time. i woke up in pain... and what do i get... 2 advils that do shit. i have a whole bottle full of vicodin that is perscribed to my name and my mother wont give it to me. what the fuck... im 18 so i fuckin own that shit, i should be able to take it but she hid it from me. isn't that like stealing narcotics or something? im dying for a cigarette and i cant have one or i'll fuck up my mouth and have to get surgery again. i made sure i didnt have any cuz i know if i had one right now i'd smoke it. i haven't taken my anti-depressants for 3 days cuz im dead and in pain in the morning and my mother fuckin dosent give it to me. so that dosent help my case. i've been stuck in this house... with these people talkin to me... trying to make conversation. "how come you dont do anything in skool?" "why dosen't mr. sweet like you?" "why didn't you take math this year?" "why don't you have any real friends?"
SHUT THE FUCK UP!
so i admit... i have some kind of a problem... i hear their voices when i'm sleeping... when it's quiet... but who in my situation wouldnt? its like... emotional abuse or something. people aren't sposed to live like this. get me the fuck outta here.
SHUT THE FUCK UP!
so i admit... i have some kind of a problem... i hear their voices when i'm sleeping... when it's quiet... but who in my situation wouldnt? its like... emotional abuse or something. people aren't sposed to live like this. get me the fuck outta here.