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Today was a pretty shitty day. I had to go to skool... which sucked. Every corner that I turn Mr. Sweet is out there waiting to try to get me introuble for everything. They only good thing about today was that I found a book with tons of Bob Dylan music in it in art class. It's cool. I had to go to the oral surgeon and make an apointment to get my wisdom teeth out. On the 25th. Too soon. I had to read the paper with all the possible risks that sound much worse than whatever else would happen if I didn't go through with the procedure. The I went to Barnes & Noble to get an art book which my mother wouldn't buy cuz it was too expensive. Even though I need it for art class. Then I went to the library and they wouldn't let me take anything out cuz I have shit loads of fines on my library card which I don't have the money to pay for. I feel poor and stuck and helpless. I feel like I'm at the bottom of a hole and I've got no way out. I'm trying to swim but I don't know how... I'm drowning. I just want to go to bed right now... cry myself to sleep. But I should go pratice... because I got a $50 private lesson on Saturday that I didn't pratice for and don't have the money to pay for.