Grim understandings
For the past few weeks I have been troubled in spirit. A feeling I have not had in a while to this degree. I have cast out a few strands and looked at a few people to determine the source. Sadly what I find brings me even more trouble than normal.
I cannot tell how valid my sense is in this case. Their is too much conflicting information. Too much given the nature of the person involved. One of the rare times I am unsure of the "why".
Tardiff is known for over embellishing stories of his life. For going out of his way to paint pictures of reality that are nothing more than escapes from his own soul. Recently after my mom's cancer battle was revealed it turns out that Tardiff possibly has his own battle. When he first told me he was having issues it was very clear that he needed to get checked out. Turns out something major was brewing and something was in fact removed. After this is where things get questionable.
I am getting a bad sense about Tardiff. I don't know why. I see two paths and both are troubling. Path A is that his cancer fight is a lie. One of his tall tails. That this will end our friendship once the truth has been shown. Path B is that he does in fact have cancer and this will end his life.
Too much that I see in this. But it's hard to sort out what the real path is.. I just can't figure out what the source is in this case. So far that hasn't been shown to me. Not sure why either.. "why" such a troubling word these days....
I cannot tell how valid my sense is in this case. Their is too much conflicting information. Too much given the nature of the person involved. One of the rare times I am unsure of the "why".
Tardiff is known for over embellishing stories of his life. For going out of his way to paint pictures of reality that are nothing more than escapes from his own soul. Recently after my mom's cancer battle was revealed it turns out that Tardiff possibly has his own battle. When he first told me he was having issues it was very clear that he needed to get checked out. Turns out something major was brewing and something was in fact removed. After this is where things get questionable.
I am getting a bad sense about Tardiff. I don't know why. I see two paths and both are troubling. Path A is that his cancer fight is a lie. One of his tall tails. That this will end our friendship once the truth has been shown. Path B is that he does in fact have cancer and this will end his life.
Too much that I see in this. But it's hard to sort out what the real path is.. I just can't figure out what the source is in this case. So far that hasn't been shown to me. Not sure why either.. "why" such a troubling word these days....