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[zorro__________]

im kind of done with meaningless relationships.

i used to be all about casual sex..but now i'm put off?..somehow?

i guess i'm just desperately trying to find that one girl that's supposed to make me feel completely whole.
it looks as though that will never happen.

i want someone i can look after
someone i can protect
someone i can shower with affection and just tell them how much i love them each and every day.

someone that amazes me with everything she does. i want her to light me up. i want her to make me glow.
i want her to make me insanely jealous. and i need her to be mine.

i want her to resist me,
but i want her to want me.

i want so many things and it seems as though i'm greedy.
im really not.

i need someone to care about
because emptiness is tearing me apart.