last night
Cooking pies at Allison's house was a fabulous way to spend an evening. :D I've missed being around Posfe... there's a certain familiarity and dynamic there that I just don't have with any largish group at St. John's. The familiarity for St. John's groups might come with more time, but I don't know if I'll ever find the same dynamic again. I don't know if I ever want the exact same dynamic, either- Posfe's special. Also I get crazy, and I don't know how many groups could handle that.
It's weird though, being away from Posfe for a year has made me realize that I don't talk as much as I think I do. Sharing anecdotes almost felt like awkward seminars, where sometimes I felt like I didn't have anything to add and sometimes I wanted to say something but couldn't get a word in edgewise. But that's something I have to figure out how to deal with- since it happens in a lot of situations, it's my problem, not a group's.
I'm really glad that Posfe is still Posfe. We've got more freedom because of cars and age, but that just fuels the madness. Yay!
In other news, I think I am pondering yesterday's social interaction because I am very bored.
It's weird though, being away from Posfe for a year has made me realize that I don't talk as much as I think I do. Sharing anecdotes almost felt like awkward seminars, where sometimes I felt like I didn't have anything to add and sometimes I wanted to say something but couldn't get a word in edgewise. But that's something I have to figure out how to deal with- since it happens in a lot of situations, it's my problem, not a group's.
I'm really glad that Posfe is still Posfe. We've got more freedom because of cars and age, but that just fuels the madness. Yay!
In other news, I think I am pondering yesterday's social interaction because I am very bored.