[FIC] Impossible Possibilities: Move On [2]
Title: Impossible Possibilities: Move On
Pairings: Yoosu
Length: 3/3
Author: zorata
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst (beware the infamous unrequited-ness)
Summary: Yoochun couldn't let go of his love for Junsu, and Changmin, being a helping friend, finds it almost an impossible task to make him move on.
Prologue | Chapter 1
A/N: Forgot to mention in the previous chapter, this story is also related to Rest In Peace (YunJae)
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"Please... explain why... you are HERE... of all... places...?" Changmin gasped out as he tried to regain his breath.
Yoochun failed to hide his smile at Changmin's unusally comical look. "To visit Junsu."
"You... are not delusional... right? Why would he... be at your high school track field...?" Changmin's brows came together with genuine worry.
"This was where I first met him." Yoochun stared off into far distance, overtaken by nostalgia.
"You know... if you need a shoulder to cry on... I did purposely wear my least favourite shirt..."
Yoochun's clear laughter echoed through the fields. "Why do I need to cry? Don't worry, I'm okay with it now..."
There was silence between them as Changmin hesitated to trust his friend's words, but soon Yoochun's sincerity got to him and he relaxed into a small smile.
"I thought you were gonna be at the cemetery."
Yoochun nodded absentmindedly. "Logical. That was where I was last year and the year before."
"I was really worried when I couldn't find you..."
"What? You think I would do something stupid?"
"Well... you were insanely in love with Junsu..."
"...I still am..."
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Flashback
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"Do you... like anyone?"
"Huh? Why do you ask?"
"Curious. Just answer."
"Well... no? I don't know... I don't think much about it. I don't really like girls anyway."
Yoochun coughed, choking on his own spit.
"Oh no! That came out totally wrong didn't it? I don't like guys either! I don't like humans!" Junsu waved his arms around, wide-eyed, trying hard to justify his statement. "No! I mean... argh! I DO like humans, it's just... nothing can compare to music for me you know..."
Yoochun gave him a weird look.
Junsu sighed in response. "I know I'll probably get married and maybe have kids someday, but right now, it seems so far into the future I can't even imagine it."
"Hey, how about I write songs for you to sing?"
Junsu was slightly taken back at the sudden change of topic. "What? You? Write songs?"
"Yeah. Let's get famous together."
Junsu flashed him a blinding smile. "Really? You would do that for me?"
"Of course! We're friends right?"
They never had the chance to fulfill that dream.
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Changmin stared at his eyes, so full of emotion, but couldn't quite place what it was. "Did you regret not telling him?"
"Regret? Haha... There's no time for regrets, I still have songs to write!" With that, Yoochun turned around and headed towards the parking lot.
At that moment, Changmin realized what that intense emotion was within Yoochun:
Hope.
Many people hope to exchange love for love. It's reasonable to love someone how can love you back. With Yoochun however, his love did not exchange for hopes of a future with Junsu, but hopes of happiness for Junsu.
It had been 3 years since Junsu passed away. And Yoochun, with love never failing, still brimmed with hope.
"Hurry up Changmin! I need to write songs for Junsu to sing for eternity! That's a lot of songs you know!"
Changmin laughed and jogged up to his hyung.
We only move on from tragedies to find happiness, so if we are already happy, why do we need to move on?
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THE END
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A/N: Thank you for reading and thank you for the comments which made me finish this. My narration skills just flew out the window. Not really what I had intended to write, so I apologize for this messy fic.
Pairings: Yoosu
Length: 3/3
Author: zorata
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst (beware the infamous unrequited-ness)
Summary: Yoochun couldn't let go of his love for Junsu, and Changmin, being a helping friend, finds it almost an impossible task to make him move on.
Prologue | Chapter 1
A/N: Forgot to mention in the previous chapter, this story is also related to Rest In Peace (YunJae)
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"Please... explain why... you are HERE... of all... places...?" Changmin gasped out as he tried to regain his breath.
Yoochun failed to hide his smile at Changmin's unusally comical look. "To visit Junsu."
"You... are not delusional... right? Why would he... be at your high school track field...?" Changmin's brows came together with genuine worry.
"This was where I first met him." Yoochun stared off into far distance, overtaken by nostalgia.
"You know... if you need a shoulder to cry on... I did purposely wear my least favourite shirt..."
Yoochun's clear laughter echoed through the fields. "Why do I need to cry? Don't worry, I'm okay with it now..."
There was silence between them as Changmin hesitated to trust his friend's words, but soon Yoochun's sincerity got to him and he relaxed into a small smile.
"I thought you were gonna be at the cemetery."
Yoochun nodded absentmindedly. "Logical. That was where I was last year and the year before."
"I was really worried when I couldn't find you..."
"What? You think I would do something stupid?"
"Well... you were insanely in love with Junsu..."
"...I still am..."
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Flashback
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"Do you... like anyone?"
"Huh? Why do you ask?"
"Curious. Just answer."
"Well... no? I don't know... I don't think much about it. I don't really like girls anyway."
Yoochun coughed, choking on his own spit.
"Oh no! That came out totally wrong didn't it? I don't like guys either! I don't like humans!" Junsu waved his arms around, wide-eyed, trying hard to justify his statement. "No! I mean... argh! I DO like humans, it's just... nothing can compare to music for me you know..."
Yoochun gave him a weird look.
Junsu sighed in response. "I know I'll probably get married and maybe have kids someday, but right now, it seems so far into the future I can't even imagine it."
"Hey, how about I write songs for you to sing?"
Junsu was slightly taken back at the sudden change of topic. "What? You? Write songs?"
"Yeah. Let's get famous together."
Junsu flashed him a blinding smile. "Really? You would do that for me?"
"Of course! We're friends right?"
They never had the chance to fulfill that dream.
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Changmin stared at his eyes, so full of emotion, but couldn't quite place what it was. "Did you regret not telling him?"
"Regret? Haha... There's no time for regrets, I still have songs to write!" With that, Yoochun turned around and headed towards the parking lot.
At that moment, Changmin realized what that intense emotion was within Yoochun:
Hope.
Many people hope to exchange love for love. It's reasonable to love someone how can love you back. With Yoochun however, his love did not exchange for hopes of a future with Junsu, but hopes of happiness for Junsu.
It had been 3 years since Junsu passed away. And Yoochun, with love never failing, still brimmed with hope.
"Hurry up Changmin! I need to write songs for Junsu to sing for eternity! That's a lot of songs you know!"
Changmin laughed and jogged up to his hyung.
We only move on from tragedies to find happiness, so if we are already happy, why do we need to move on?
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THE END
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A/N: Thank you for reading and thank you for the comments which made me finish this. My narration skills just flew out the window. Not really what I had intended to write, so I apologize for this messy fic.