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I am so upset right now, I haven't been this upset since Muhammad told me he would be delayed. I can't stand that person I call my dad. I can't. I hope he has the crappiest father's day and that he just leaves. Not dies, just leaves. Goes away for the next two months and leaves Muhammad and me alone in peace. Just leaves us alone, oh God, peace.
But he wont.
Everywhere we go, he goes. Every minute, we're supervised. I think my parents have hit the brink of insanity. They say it's proper to do this, that that's what everbody does. Who's everybody? When are they living, the medieval ages? Where are they living, a Catholic boarding school?
Put things in the past. Where they belong. I had to learn how to get over that bastard beating me up because he was frustrated. I had to learn how to get over my sister abusing me and hitting me and my family just abusing me. I had to learn how to get over it. Get over what happened with Muhammad and me in the past. Please, oh God, let him learn how to get past that. He's such a bastard, oh I hate him.
I HATE HIM. I HOPE HE FUCKING LEAVES MY LIFE, JUST GETS THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE. I JUST WANT HIM TO GO AWAY FOR THE NEXT 3 MONTHS AND LEAVE US ALONE.
Someone just shoot me, please, just shoot me.
-Zora
But he wont.
Everywhere we go, he goes. Every minute, we're supervised. I think my parents have hit the brink of insanity. They say it's proper to do this, that that's what everbody does. Who's everybody? When are they living, the medieval ages? Where are they living, a Catholic boarding school?
Put things in the past. Where they belong. I had to learn how to get over that bastard beating me up because he was frustrated. I had to learn how to get over my sister abusing me and hitting me and my family just abusing me. I had to learn how to get over it. Get over what happened with Muhammad and me in the past. Please, oh God, let him learn how to get past that. He's such a bastard, oh I hate him.
I HATE HIM. I HOPE HE FUCKING LEAVES MY LIFE, JUST GETS THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE. I JUST WANT HIM TO GO AWAY FOR THE NEXT 3 MONTHS AND LEAVE US ALONE.
Someone just shoot me, please, just shoot me.
-Zora